Tag: CerberusXing

Call me when you’re sober

Don’t cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can’t keep believing,
We’re only deceiving ourselves.
And I’m sick of the lie,
And you’re too late.

Don’t cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn’t take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you’re jaded.
You can’t play the victim this time,
And you’re too late.

So don’t cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you’re sober.
You only want it ’cause it’s over,
It’s over.

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I – you were never mine.

So don’t cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don’t lie to me,
Just get your things.
I’ve made up your mind.

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Credits:

  • Mesh headLAQ Bento Motion Capture Rain V 3.05 – by Mallory Cowen
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applier – LAQ Bento Motion Capture Rain V 3.05/ Tone 0.2 – by Mallory Cowen
  • Mesh eyesLAQ Laq Eyes (new release) – by Mallory Cowen
  • BlushJust Magnetized Eye Blush (@ Kinky) – by Justyna Magne
  • Eyeshadows::SG:: Lorena Shadow (@ ULTRA) – by Slackgirl
  • Mouth/teeth bloodLAQ Blood Appliers – by Mallory Cowen
  • Hairbase applier – Just Magnetized Essential Hairbase Set 05 (@ Access) – by Justyna Magne
  • HairCATWA Aura Hair/ A – by Catwa Clip
  • CollarCURELESS [+] Entropy Collar (@ Eclipse) – by Kaorinette
  • Mesh top[Cubic Cherry]x[CX] Dooboo Top/ Black Leather (@ ROMP) – by Kamayari
  • Pastiesfrom [[ Masoom ]] June Top – by AmberChaudry Corpur
  • Shorts and socks – from [CX] Luceat Arachne – by Kamayari
  • Mesh backdrop.:Joplino:. Shrine – by Joplino
  • Poses (pics 1,2,5)= Fashiowl Poses = Diamond (upcoming 20th November @ Limit8) – by Goizane
  • Poses (pics 3,4,6)= Fashiowl Poses = Disturbia (upcoming 20th November @ Limit8)
  •  – by Goizane

 

Is it lonely where you are…

Is it lonely where you are…
In there… Dad?
Does the darkness know your name?
Does Mom?

What’s it like?
Can you feel?
She said her blood turns to ash
Laughing…

Dad, do you know what you’ve done this time to me?

Oh,

Burning eyes can’t forgive you
Howling moon drives on
And deep in me
Your illusion
What you see in me
Is…

Did you have that dream again?
Release…
Breathe…
You’re receiving what you said
Said she
Never mind
Emptiness, dead eyes and lost what you found

Maybe there on the edge is your hope
But you don’t look down
Why?

Burning eyes can’t forgive you
Howling moon drives on
And deep in me
Your illusion
What you see in me
Like…

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Credits:

  • Mesh head – Genus Project Bento Mocap Head V 1.0 – by Genusproject
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applier and shape – [theSkinnery] Keiko/ Toffee (@ Kustom9) – by Umazuma Metaluna
  • Body blood applier – Izzie’s Face & Body Blood & Wounds – by Izzie Button
  • Hairbase applier – Just Magnetized Slay Baby Hairbase/ Set 01 (@ Vanity Event) (check video to see how it works) – by Justyna Magne
  • Mesh nails – [CX] Cerberus’ Diseased Claws/ Dark – by Kamayari
  • Wrist bands – [CX] Fighter’s Mark/ Bloody – by Kamayari
  • Dress, syringe and hat – [CX] Vicious Vaccine/ VIP Reward (@ Epiphany) – by Kamayari
  • Stethoscope – [CX] Vicious Vaccine Stethoscop/ Black/ #18 Common (@ Epiphany) – by Kamayari
  • Glasses – [CX] Vicious Vaccine Glasses/ Black/ #11 Common (@ Epiphany) – by Kamayari
  • Mesh scenery and poses (pics 1-4) – /anxiety/ Formaldehyde – by Max1ma
  • Pose (pic 5) – Poseidon Poses Hill Nurse – by Gryphon Vendetta

Flectere si nequeo superos, Acheronta movebo*

* If I can not bend the will of Heaven, I shall move Hell (Latin saying)

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Credits:

Touch me like you never

I am not afraid anymore
Standing in the eye of the storm
Ready to face this, dying to taste this, sick sweet warmth
I am not afraid anymore
I want what you got in store
I’m ready to feed now, get in your seat now

And touch me like you never
And push me like you never
And touch me like you never
‘Cause I am not afraid, I am not afraid anymore
No no no

No no no
No no no
No no no
No no no

I am not ashamed anymore
I want something so impure
You better impress now, watching my dress now fall to the floor
Crawling underneath my skin, sweet talk with a hint of sin
Begging you to take me
Devil underneath your grin, sweet thing, but she play to win, heaven gonna hate me

And touch me like you never
And push me like you never
And touch me like you never
‘Cause I am not afraid, I am not afraid anymore
No no no

Crawling underneath my skin, sweet talk with a hint of sin
Begging you to take me
Devil underneath your grin, sweet thing, bet you play to win, heaven gonna hate me

And touch me like you never
And push me like you never
And touch me like you never
‘Cause I am not afraid, I am not afraid anymore
No no no

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Credits:

LADYBLANCE

  • Mesh head – LAQ Bento Motion Capture Athena V 3.05 – by Mallory Cowen
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applier – .:Soul:. Hailey Gen2/ H5 (25% off for Release Week. Ends 9/23/18) – by Lerochelle Destiny
  • Tattoo – Arabic Tattoos For You Baby – by Ta7am
  • Dimples – LAQ Dimples (new release) – by Mallory Cowen
  • Hairbase applier – LAQ Black Hairbases (new release) – by Mallory Cowen
  • Eyes – IKON Deadshine Eyes/ Quicksilver/ Natural – by Ikon Innovia
  • Outfit – [CX] Sticky Bits/ Naughty (@ Frou Frou) – by Kamayari
  • Mesh house – Anachron Iron Age Celtic Roundhouse/ Stone – by Nix Marabana
  • Sofa – [Ds] Vespera Coffin Sofa/ Adult Kink (@ ULTRA) – by Dictatorshop
  • Radiator – [Ds] Vindustria-Radiator (@ Red Light District) – by Dictatorshop
  • Poses (pics 1,3,4)from Sofa Poses
  • Poses (pics 2,5)from Radiator Poses
  • Pose (pic 6) – [La Baguette] Couple Bento Pose 5 – by Aristas

MrBlance 

  • Mesh head – CATWA Head Skell Bento V 3.2 – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh body – EXMACHINA Davide Bento Avatar v 4.02/ No head (updated, added: neck modification to match better 3rd parts heads
    – fixed teeth position issue
    – optimized eyes normal and specular map
    – fixed minor bugs) – by Ramses Meredith
  • Skin applier – *Birth* Carlos/ Tone 01 – by Silent Alchemi
  • Face bruise – [theSkinnery] State Of Mind/ Survivor (@ TMD) – by Umazuma Metaluna
  • Eyes applier – CURELESS [+] from Quattrocular & Space Eyes – by Kaorinette
  • Hair – ::Exile:: Give Away Your Secrets/ Naturals – by Kavar Cleanslate
  • Pants and bootsfrom FashioNatic Dandy Outfit – by Ellen Moonites
  • Mesh gloves – ::GB:: Bento Silver Ring Gloves/ Black – by Garrete Moonkill
  • Poses (pics 1,3,4) – from Sofa Poses
  • Poses (pics 2,5) – from Radiator Poses
  • Pose (pic 6) – [La Baguette] Couple Bento Pose 5 – by Aristas

胸いっぱいの思い 伝えたいんだよ (I want you to feel all the feelings in my heart)

答えなんてどこかにあるって思ってちゃだめさ
答えなんてジブンの中だけにあるんだ

かっこいいじゃん
ありのまま 素直な気持 ぜんぶ
やっぱ 愛じゃん
いまのまま あふれた気持 ぜんぶ

精いっぱい 陽に向かって ぶつけてみようよ
前向いて 顔あげて 泣いてるヒマはないよ

情熱のキス!この”青春”にキス!
いまガンバってる 君が大好き
サイコーのキス!その”全力”にキス!
胸いっぱいの思い 伝えたいんだよ
ア・イ・シ・テ・ル

理由なんてどこにも見つからなくたっていいさ
気づいた時はもう走りだしてるんだ

だって いまじゃん
突き抜けて ハダシのままで ずっと
そんで 愛じゃん
つらぬいて あきらめないで ずっと

悲しい日はお腹いっぱい食べればいい
たまにヘコんだら昼まで寝てればいい

感動のキス!この”瞬間”にキス!
いまガンバってる 君にあげたい
ドンマイのキス!その”ヤンチャ”にキス!
胸いっぱいの思い 感じたいんだよ
ダ・キ・シ・メ・テ

悲しい日はお腹いっぱい食べればいい
たまにヘコんだら昼まで寝てればいい

情熱のキス!この”青春”にキス!
いまガンバってる 君が大好き
サイコーのキス!その”全力”にキス!
胸いっぱいの思い 伝えたいんだよ
ア・イ・シ・テ・ル

Romaji:

Kotae nante doko ka ni aru tte omottecha dame sa
Kotae nante jibun no naka dake ni arun da
Kakkoii jan
Ari no mama sunao na kimochi zenbu
Yappa ai jan
Ima no mama afureta kimochi zenbu

Sei ippai hi ni mukatte butsukete miyou yo
Mae muite kao agete naiteru hima wa nai yo

Jounetsu no kisu! Kono “seishun” ni kisu!
Ima ganbatteru kimi ga daisuki
Saikoo no kisu! Sono zenryoku ni kisu!
Mune ippai no omoi tsutaetain da yo
A.i.shi.te.ru

Riyuu nante doko ni mo mitsukaranaku tatte ii sa
Kizuita toki wa mou hashiri dashiterun da

Datte ima jan
Tsuki nukete hadashi no mama de zutto
Son de ai jan
Tsuranuite akiramenai de zutto

Kanashii hi wa onaka ippai tabereba ii
Tama ni hekondara hiru made netereba ii

Kandou no kisu! Kono “shunkan” ni kisu!
Ima ganbatteru kimi ni agetai
Donmai no kisu! Sono “yancha” ni kisu!
Mune ippai no omoi kanjitain da yo
Da.ki.shi.me.te

Kanashii hi wa onaka ippai tabereba ii
Tama ni hekondara hiru made netereba ii

Jounetsu no kisu! Kono “seishun” ni kisu!
Ima ganbatteru kimi ga daisuki
Saikoo no kisu! Sono zenryoku ni kisu!
Mune ippai no omoi tsutaetain da yo
A.i.shi.te.ru

English translation:

You can’t think that the answers exist somewhere
The answers only exist inside you

You’re cool
Just the way you are, with your honest feelings and everything
It’s definitely love
Right now, with these overflowing feelings and everything

Try facing the sun and bumping into it with all your might
Face forward, and lift your head up, there’s no time for crying

A kiss of passion! A kiss to this “youth”!
I love you, working so hard
The best kiss! A kiss to all “your power”!
I want to show you all these feelings in my heart
I l.o.v.e y.o.u

It’s OK if you can’t find the reasons anywhere
By the time you realize it, you’ll already be running

Because it’s now
Break through while you’re barefoot, forever
And it’s love
Go trough, and don’t give up, forever

It’s OK if you eat until you’re full on a day when you’re sad
If you’re down occasionally, it’s OK to sleep until noon

A kiss of deep emotions! A kiss in this “moment”!
I want to give it to you, working so hard
A kiss to say “It’s OK”! A kiss to your “mischievousness”!
I want you to feel all the feelings in my heart
H.o.l.d m.e

It’s OK if you eat until you’re full on a day when you’re sad
If you’re down occasionally, it’s OK to sleep until noon

A kiss of passion! A kiss to this “youth”!
I love you, working so hard
The best kiss! A kiss to all “your power”!
I want to show you all these feelings in my heart
I l.o.v.e y.o.u

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Credits:

Me quiero dar buena vida

Se fue, la marea subió y se fue
No lo busquen que hasta ahora ya ni se ve
Arriba de las nubes va un avión con mi merca
Soy dueña de los cielos, cuando paso ellos tiemblan

Buena vida, me quiero dar buena vida
Aunque me cueste la vida
Y me digan que no es de verdad
Buena vida, me quiero dar buena vida
Aunque me cueste la vida
Y me digan que no es de verdad

Me dijo: Ven, chiquitita, que aquí estás bien
Yo te vo’ a cuidar, ya tu lobo te va a comer
Debajo de la tierra corre un tren con mi merca
Del cielo cae mi nieve y un sol me calienta

Buena vida, me quiero dar buena vida
Aunque me cueste la vida
Y me digan que no es de verdad (hah, the Big Boss)
Buena vida, me quiero dar buena vida (jefe)
Aunque me cueste la vida (negocios siempre en mente)
Y me digan que no es de verdad (money, je-jefe)

Siquilero, vi que desde mi país al extranjero
La droga es lo más que hace dinero (yeh)
Suplidor de una fina mercancía
Mi nómina está en los políticos y la policía (wuh, wuh, wuh)
Yo desistiera si mi producto no tuviera demanda (money)
Si tú me tiras vela bien dónde andas
Compuesta artillería siempre suena mi banda
Brrrr, oh yeah (can, can, can, can, can)
Mansiones como Versace
Carro’ ‘el año, o de aviones, mujeres y mariachis, wuh
Resucitaré en cada vela de la misa
Después de mi muerta será la moda mi camisa

Buena vida (soy ley), me quiero dar buena vida
Aunque me cueste la vida
Y me digan que no es de verdad (‘toy viviendo bien baby)
Buena vida, me quiero dar buena vida (heh)
Aunque me cueste la vida (la tuya también)
Y me digan que no es de verdad (money, je-jefe)

Siquilero, siquilero, mi misión; hacer dinero
Un capo con sangre de guerrero (¡su!)
Siquilero lo que subo, un trabajo por los cielos
Tripico las ganancias por el suelo
Siquilero, siquilero, mi misión; hacer dinero
Un capo con sangre de guerrero (pam)
Muere uno pero nacen cien al año
Y me vo’ a dar buena vida aunque esta vida sea un engaño

Buena vida, me quiero dar buena vida
Aunque me cueste la vida
Y me digan que no es de verdad
Buena vida, me quiero dar buena vida
Aunque me cueste la vida
Y me digan que no es de verdad

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Credits:

  • Mesh head – CATWA Head Lee Bento V 3.2 – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applier, lipstick and shape – ND/MD Eden/ Mid (new release) – by Alea Lamont
  • Eyeshadows – ::SG:: Andromeda (upcoming September 1st @ The Makeover Room) – by Slackgirl
  • Hairbase applier – Just Magnetized Basic Hairbase Set 19 – by Justyna Magne
  • Mesh eyes – CATWA Realistic Mesh Eyes – by Catwa Clip
  • Eyes applier – Egozy Brown Eyes (from Egozy/ Nina/ Fair) – by Nicole Button
  • Mesh ears – ^^Swallow^^  Rox Ears 0.3 – by Luciayes Magic
  • Earrings –  [CX] & .TeaBunny. Lucent Thorns Taper/ Tarnished/ Red(upcoming September 1st @ FaMESHed) – by Kamayari
  • Mesh crown – Dreaming Thicket Ladies Crown Gacha/ Princess (@ The Fantasy Gacha Carnival) – by Nix Marabana
  • Necklace and bracelets – [MANDALA] Lustful set/ Unisex – by Kikunosuke Eel
  • Mesh rings – [MANDALA] Sinra Rings Season 2/ Unisex  – by Kikunosuke Eel
  • Mesh nails – {ZOZ} Bento Coffin Nails/ Long – by Zozicon
  • Nails applier – {ZOZ} Metal Heart 2 (@ Cosmopolitan) – by Zozicon
  • Mesh dress – [[ Masoom ]] Zelina Dress (for FaMESHed Go) – by AmberChaudry Corpur
  • Mesh sceneryBirdy Boudoir/ Closet/ Rare – by Nina Helix
  • Poses (pics 1,4,5)FOXCITY Selfie Vol 2 – by Satomi Masukami
  • Pose ( pic 2) – FOXCITY Editorial VOL1 – by Satomi Masukami
  • Poses (pics 3,6)Birdy Boudoir/ Fur Chair White – by Nina Helix

I’m coming for you

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Credits:

  • Mesh head – LeLutka Spencer Bento V 3.0 – by JadenArt
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Eyes – [CX] Osseous Species Eyes/ Pack A (@ The Epiphany) – by Kamayari
  • Eyeshadows – ::SG:: Tayna Shadows (upcoming August 1st @ The Makeover Room) – by Slackgirl
  • Lipstick – Zibska Remei Lips (@ Shiny Shabby) – by Zib Scaggs
  • Hairbase – ~Tableau Vivant~  Lelutka HB7a/ Black & Whites – by M4ri1yn Magic
  • Headdress – Zibska Becky (@ SaNaRae) – by Zib Scaggs
  • Outfit – [CX] Osseous Species/ Iridescent Corset / Rare Pack, Stockings/ Iridescent/ Common, Collar/ Silver (@ The Epiphany) – by Kamayari
  • Cyber arms/hands – [Neurolab Inc.] EV3 Cybernetic Arms+Hands V 2.0.81 – by Ono Zinner
  • Mesh propFOXCITY The Workshop/ Blue – by Satomi Masukami
  • Poses – Poseidon Poses Action Bike – by Gryphon Vendetta

Remember who you really are, do what you want

 

Do what you, what you want
If you have a dream for better
Do what you, what you want
’til you don’t want it anymore (remember who you really are)

Do what you, what you want
Your world’s closing in on you now (it isn’t over)
Stand and face the unknown (got to remember who you really are)

Every heart in my hands
Like a pale reflection

Hello, hello, remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe
We can break through

Do what you, what you want
You don’t have to lay your life down (it isn’t over)
Do what you, what you want
‘til you find what you’re looking for (got to remember who you really are)

But every hour slipping by
Screams that I have failed you

Hello, hello, remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe

Hello, hello, remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe

There’s still time
Close your eyes
Only love will guide you home
Tear down the walls and free your soul
‘Til we crash
We’re forever spiraling
Down, down, down, down

Hello, hello
It’s only me infecting everything you love
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe

Hello, hello, remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to learn forgiveness

Hello, hello, remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe
We can break through

Remember who you really are
Do what you, what you want

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Credits:

  • Mesh head – LeLutka Simone Bento V 3.0 – by JadenArt
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applier and shape – [theSkinnery] Carly/ Toffy (@ The Seasons Story) – by Umazuma Metaluna
  • Tattoo – Angels Design Wolf Tattoo (@ The Avenue) – by Pandemonywn
  • Eyes and nose piercing – [CX] Helix Nebula (GG) – by Kamayari
  • Eyeshadows – Poema Ariadna Eyeshadows (upcoming 15th July @ Ultra) – by MatildaSoon
  • Hair – .Shi Eleu Hair/ Apocalypse 2 – by Joy Laperriere
  • Mesh claws – [CX] Shredder Claws/ Gold – by Kamayari
  • Mesh top – [[ Masoom ]] June Top and Pasties (@ Kinky) – by AmberChaudry Corpur
  • Hips chain – [CX] Mucronate Chains/ Gold (@ The Seasons Story) – by Kamayari
  • Panties – [CX] Sinister Summer Set/ Gold-Silver/ Rare – by Kamayari
  • Mesh wings – [ATOMIC] Succubus wings (@ The Avenue) – by Orauswalker
  • Poses – Poseidon Poses 2B Sword Girl Complete 13 – 18 – by Gryphon Vendetta

 

 

ما اوعدك ما غير (I can’t promise I won’t be jealous)

ما اوعدك ما غير
ما اوعدك ما غير
ما اقدر اقول يصبر
ما اوعدك ما غير

ما اوعدك ما غير
ما اقدر اقول يصبر
لاني يا روحي
ما املك التغيير
لا لا
ما املك التغيير

ما اوعدك ما غير
ما اقدر اقول يصبر
لاني يا روحي
ما املك التغيير
ما املك التغيير

يا ليلتا لا لا
يا ليلتا لا لا
لاني يا روحي
ما املك التغيير
لا لا لا
ما املك التغيير

لاي لاي لاي لاي لاي لالاي
لاي لاي لاي لاي لاي لالاي
لاي لاي لاي لاي لاي لالاي
لالا لاي لالاي، لاي لالاي

ما اوعدك ما غير
ما اوعدك ما غير

لازم عليك أغار
يا ملفت الأنظار
ولا نظرت غيري
فيني تشب النار
فيني تشب النار

لازم، لازم عليك أغار
يا ملفت الأنظار
ولا نظرت غيري
فيني تشب النار
فيني تشب النار

يا ل‍ يا ليلتا لا لا
يا ليلتا لا لا
ولا نظرت غيري
فيني تشب النار
فيني تشب النار

لاي لاي لاي لاي لاي لالاي
لاي لاي لاي لاي لاي لالاي
لاي لاي لاي لاي لاي لالاي
لالا لاي لالاي، لاي لالاي

ما اوعدك ما غير
ما اوعدك ما غير

انا بهواك مفتون
وبغيرتي مجنون
ما ودي غير عيني
تشوف حلاك عيون
تشوف حلاك عيون

انا، انا بهواك مفتون
وبغيرتي مجنون
ما ودي غير عيني
تشوف حلاك عيون
تشوف حلاك عيون

يال‍ يال‍
يا ليلتا لا لا
يا ليلتا لا لا
ما ودي غير عيني
تشوف حلاك عيون
تشوف حلاك عيون

لاي لاي لاي لاي لاي لالاي
لاي لاي لاي لاي لاي لالاي
لاي لاي لاي لاي لاي لالاي
لالا لاي لالاي، لاي لالاي

ما اوعدك ما غير
ما اوعدك ما غير

لو كان بيديني
ما غير ياعيني
صدقني الغيرة
هذى طبع فينى
هذى طبع فينى

لو كان، لو كان بيديني
ما غير ياعيني
صدقني الغيرة
هذى طبع فينى
هذى طبع فينى

يال‍ يال‍
يا ليلتا لا لا
يا ليلتا لا لا
صدقني الغيرة
هذى طبع فينى

English translation:

I can’t promise i won’t be jealous
I cant say i won’t
Because my darling
I can’t change the way i feel

I should be jealous over you
Oh eye-catching guy
And if you look anyone else
The fire burn inside me

I’m charmed with your love
And mad with jealously
I want only my eyes to admire you

If it was up to me
I would not feel jealously
Believe me jealousy is in my character

I can't promise I won't be jealous 2I can't promise I won't be jealous 3I can't promise I won't be jealousI can't promise I won't be jealous 4

Credits:

  • Mesh headCATWA Head Steffi Bento V 3.2 – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh bodyMaitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applierEgozy Ivy/ Canelle – by Nicole Button
  • TattooArabic Tattoos Olaa/ Henna (used without hands part) (@ XXX Original Event) – by Ta7am
  • EyesCATWA Realistic Mesh Eyes – by Catwa Clip
  • Eyes applierEgozy Brown Eyes (from Egozy/ Nina/ Fair) – by Nicole Button
  • Makeup[CX] Trixy Make-up Set/ Glossy Type (@ Kustom9) – by Kamayari
  • Hair~Tableau Vivant~ Paula Hair/ Browns (@ Uber) – by M4ri1yn Magic
  • Jewelry[MANDALA] Tensei Set – by Kikunosuke Eel
  • OutfitAZUL- Rafa/ Turquoise – by Mami Jewell
  • Poses= Fashiowl Poses = Belly Dance/ Bento – by Goizane

 

 

Зови меня ненормальной, зови не стыдись (Call me abnormal, call don’t be ashamed)

Ой не я, не я… там была, там была…
Не я, не я… там была, там была…

Куплет 1:
Зови меня белой вороной с черным крылом.
Я ощущаю себя дома, хоть мир мне не дом.
Зови меня кем угодно, мне все ни по чем.
Мой взгляд – это холод, но холод с огнем.
Зови меня ненормальной, зови не стыдись.
Зови меня аморальной, зови не стыдись.
Но в голове своей скромной, запомни одно.
Что мир твой весь скомкан, а ты лишь итог.
Ой не я, не я… там была, там была…
Не я, не я… там была, там была…

Припев:х2
Разведи небо!
И ты разбуди, разбуди себя.
Развей сомнения!
И мы полетим с тобою в небеса.

Куплет 2:
Зови меня черной кошкой, гонимой людьми.
Пусть там быть может, где сложно – попробуй прими.
Но оказаться ей может, такой же, как ты.
Возьми себя в руки, держись за мечты.
Зови меня неформальной, зови не стыдись.
Зови меня неформатом, зови не стыдись.
Сотри хоть все мои песни, сожги все стихи.
Ведь имя мне Феникс, бессмертны они.
Ой не я, не я… там была, там была…
Не я, не я… там была, там была…

Припев:х2
Разведи небо!
И ты разбуди, разбуди себя.
Развей сомнения!
И мы полетим с тобою в небеса.

English translation:

Oh not me, not me … was there, was there …
Not me, not me …  was
there, was there …

Verse 1:
Call me a white crow with a black wing.
I feel at home, although the world is not my home.
Call me anyone, I do not care.
My sight is cold, but cold with fire.
Call me abnormal, call don’t be ashamed.
Call me immoral, call don’t be ashamed.
But in your modest mind, remember one thing,
That your world is all crumpled and you are only the result.
Oh not me, not me … was there, was there …
Not me, not me …  was there, was there …

Refrain: x2
Unleash the sky!
And you wake up, wake yourself up.
Uncertain doubts!
And we will fly with you to heaven.

Verse 2:
Call me a black cat, persecuted by people.
If there can be difficult – try to accept.
But it can be the same as you.
Pull yourself together, hold on to your dreams.
Call me informal, call don’t be ashamed.
Call me a outsider, call don’t be ashamed.
Erase all my songs, burn all the verses.
After all, my name is Phoenix, they are immortal.
Oh not me, not me … was there, was there …
Not me, not me …  was there, was there …

Refrain: x2
Unleash the sky!
And you wake up, wake yourself up.
Uncertain doubts!
And we will fly with you to heaven.

Call me abnormal 2Call me abnormalCall me abnormal 4Call me abnormal 5Call me abnormal 3Call me abnormal 6

Credits:

 

B мире, где нас растили так много гнили, так мало мира…(In the world we were raised there are so much rot but so little peace…)

I love songs with a strong emotional hit, they are my favorites. Words about truth told without sugarcoating are priceless. I’m extremely in love with this song, it has that emotional vibe that gives inspiration, that showing true world with all its goods and bad. Lyrics, video, everything is perfect, this song is a real masterpiece.

Unfortunately I couldn’t find full translation, but this video clip doesn’t even need it. That’s about price tags people put on others, how we often judge others by their appearance, but not by inner beauty and how we hate others just because they are not like a mass. I wish we could stop acting like zombies and try to hear our inner voice and be more kind to each others. Remember a very wise saying – “Treat others the same way you want them to treat you”? That’s it.

Занеси меня в Красную книгу,
Если кажется странным мой прикус.
Но мы дети не неба Индиго,
Не снаружи.
Нет, а внутри — да!
Я не видела дня и ночи без сна.
В этом море миров, я — волна.
Я не видела страх так давно, я.
На устах моих скоплен слов ряд.

Загляни в глаза. Загляни в глаза мне!
Загляни в глаза, но не замерзай в них!
Загляни в глаза. Загляни в глаза мне!
Загляни в глаза и прочитай…

[Припев: Дана Соколова]
О том, что в мире, где нас растили
Так много гнили
Так мало мира, но я буду сильна!
О том, что в мире, где нас растили
Так много гнили,
Так мало мира, но я… буду сильна!

О том, что в мире, где нас растили так много гнили
Так мало мира, но я я… буду сильна…
Ага, ага…

Скруджи
Нас так часто выбирают, словно кастинг в фильме.
Не похожи на других и значит сразу — фрики.
Нас так часто видят так, как им внушили фильтры.
Но мы те, кто есть внутри, без этой лишней пыли.
Так много взглядов ловили, как прокаженные в Риме.
Надеясь на перемирие, ведь мы давно нелюдимы.
Корабль не плывет, если объявлен штиль.
И звери не едят зверей на водопоев мир.

[Припев: Дана Соколова]
Загляни в глаза, загляни в глаза мне! (Загляни!)
Загляни в глаза, но не замерзай в них! (Не замерзай!)
Загляни в глаза! Загляни в глаза мне! (Загляни!)
Загляни в глаза и прочитай…

Загляни в глаза, но не замерзай в них!
Загляни в глаза. Загляни в глаза мне!
Загляни в глаза и прочитай…

О том, что в мире, где нас растили так много гнили!
Так мало мира, но я буду сильна! (Я буду сильным!)
О том, что в мире, где нас растили так много гнили!
Так мало мира, но я буду сильна! (Я буду сильным!)

In the world we were raisedIn the world we were raised 2In the world we were raised 4In the world we were raised 3

Credits:

  • Mesh headVista Bento Head Zoe – by Vista Barnes
  • Mesh bodyMaitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin and eyes applierCURELESS [+] Anesthesia Skin/ Beige (for LookBook) – by Kaorinette
  • TattooArabic Tattoos Queen/ Black (@ The Avangarde) – by Ta7am
  • Mesh collar[CX] Kuze Collar/ Red – by Kamayari
  • OutfitCURELESS [+] Anatomic Doll/ Organ System/ Rare – by Kaorinette
  • Mesh claws[CX] Biomech Claws – by Kamayari
  • Mesh sceneryPseudo Emergency Backdrop – by Smith Dash
  • PosesPoseidon Poses Hill Nurse – by Gryphon Vendetta

Johnny si tu étais plus galant je t’aimerais tout autant

Johnny, tu n’es pas un ange
Ne crois pas que ça m’dérange
Jour et nuit je pense à toi
Toi tu te souviens de moi
Au moment où ça t’arrange
Et quand revient le matin
Tu t’endors sur mon chagrin
Johnny, tu n’es pas un ange

Johnny, Johnny si tu étais plus galant
Johnny, Johnny je t’aimerais tout autant

Johnny, tu n’es pas un ange
Ne crois pas que ça m’dérange
Quand tu me réveilles la nuit
C’est pour dire que tu t’ennuies
Que tu voudrais une vie de rechange
Et quand revient le matin
Tu t’endors sur mon chagrin
Johnny, tu n’es pas un ange

Johnny, Johnny si tu étais plus galant
Johnny, Johnny je t’aimerais tout autant

Johnny, tu n’es pas un ange
Après tout qu’est-ce que ça change
L’homme saura toujours trouver
Toutes les femmes du monde entier
Pour lui chanter ses louanges
Des qu’il en sera lassé
Elles seront vite oubliées
Vraiment vous n’ êtes pas des anges

Johhny, Johnny depuis que le monde est né
Johhny, Johnny il faut tout vous pardonner

JohnnyJohnny 2Johnny 3Johnny 4

Credits:

  • Mesh headLAQ Bento Motion Capture Bree V 3.05 (50% off until 18/5) (new release) – by Mallory Cowen
  • Mesh body – Belleza Freya V5 – by Tricky Boucher
  • Skin applier and shape – LAQ Bento Motion Capture Bree V 3.05/ Tone 1.5(new release) – by Mallory Cowen
  • Eyes – {S0NG} Yuki/ Dark Blue Eye – by Funeral Plutonian
  • Hair – Stealthic Somber/ Browns (@ Kustom9) – by Stealthic
  • Outfit – [CX] x Altair Bunny Suit/ Leather (@ ROMP) – by Kamayari
  • Mesh sofa – [Ds] Verve Sofa/ PG V 1.0 (@ Illuminate) – by Dictatorshop
  • Wallart – Dahlia Illuminati/ Silver (@ Illuminate) –  by June Fallon
  • LanternsDahlia Tenerife Lanterns/ Silver-Blue (@ Illuminate) –  by June Fallon
  • Mesh backdrop – ~Tableau Vivant~ Pittsburgh Loft (@ 6 Republic) – by M4ri1yn Magic
  • Poses – FOXCITY Bento Sits Vol2 – by Satomi Masukami

I got you under my skin

 


시작은 달콤하게, 평범하게 나에게 끌려
언제나 그랬듯이 먼저 말을 걸어와
모든 가능성, 열어둬 Oh-

사랑은 뭐다? 뭐다!

이미 수식어 Red ocean
난, breakin’ my rules again 알잖아 지루한걸?
조금 다쳐도 넌, 괜찮아 Oh-

넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐
헤어날 수 없어 I got you- Under my skin
넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐
넌 나의 노예 I got you- Under my skin

네 머릿속을 파고드는 날카로운 눈빛
나 아니고선, 움직이지도 않는 Chrome heart
네가 선택한 길인걸 Oh-

혈관을 타고 흐르는 수억 개의 나의 Crystal
마침내 시작된 변신의 끝은 나
이것도 사랑은 아닐까? Oh-

넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐
헤어날 수 없어 I got you- Under my skin
넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐
넌 나의 노예 I got you- Under my skin

한 번의 키스와 함께-날이 선듯한-강한 이끌림
두 번의 키스, 뜨겁게 터져버릴 것 같은 네 심장을
Yeah~ 너를 가졌어 You know you got it!
Yeah~ Come on! Come on! I got you- Under my skin

네 꿈 속에 난 널 지배하는 마법사 내 주문에
넌 다시 그려지고 있어 I got you-Under my skin
My devils ride, 더는 숨을 곳이 없잖아 그렇다면
이젠 즐겨보는 게 어떨까 I got you-Under my skin
넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐
헤어날 수 없어 I got you- Under my skin

넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐
넌 나의 노예 I got you- Under my skin

English translation:
At the start, you were sweetly, naturally attracted to me
You stepped up to me and told me it would forever be like that
All the possibilities, opened up Oh~

What is love? What! It’s now meant by the Red Ocean
I’m breakin’ my rules again, you know it’s getting boring
Even if you’re hurt a bit, it’s okay Oh~

You want me, You’ve fallen for me, You’re crazy over me
You can’t escape I got you- Under my skin
You want me, You’ve fallen for me, You’re crazy over me
You’re my slave, I got you under my skin

The piercing stare that burrows into your head
It’s not me, my still chrome heart
It’s the road you chose Oh~

Running through your veins, flowing through you are millions of my crystal
Finally it has started, the end of my metamorphosis
Isn’t this also love? Oh~

You want me, You’ve fallen for me, You’re crazy over me
You can’t escape I got you- Under my skin
You want me, You’ve fallen for me, You’re crazy over me
You’re my slave, I got you under my skin

Together with one time’s kiss~ The day is fresh- a strong pull
The second kiss, your heart felt hot and about to explode
Yeah~ I got you! You know you got it!
Yeah~ Come on! Come on! I got you- Under my skin

In your dreams I control you with my magic spells
You’re once again yearning .. I got you- Under my skin
My devils ride, there’s no more room for breathing, if that happens
How will it be to enjoy it now I got you- Under my skin
You want me, You’ve fallen for me, You’re crazy over me
You can’t escape I got you- Under my skin

You want me, You’ve fallen for me, You’re crazy over me
You’re my slave, I got you under my skin

I got you under my skin 3I got you under my skinI got you under my skin 5I got you under my skin 4I got you under my skin 2

Credits:

I’m radioactive

Whoa, oh, oh
Whoa, oh, oh
Whoa, oh, oh
Whoa

I’m waking up to ash and dust
I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust
I’m breathing in the chemicals
[Inhale, exhale]

I’m breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus
This is it, the apocalypse
Whoa oh

I’m waking up, I feel it in my bones
Enough to make my system blow
Welcome to the new age, to the new age
Welcome to the new age, to the new age
Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I’m radioactive, radioactive
Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I’m radioactive, radioactive

I raise my flag and dye my clothes
It’s a revolution, I suppose
We’re painted red to fit right in
Whoa oh

I’m breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus
This is it, the apocalypse
Whoa oh

I’m waking up, I feel it in my bones
Enough to make my system blow
Welcome to the new age, to the new age
Welcome to the new age, to the new age
Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I’m radioactive, radioactive
Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I’m radioactive, radioactive

All systems go, the sun hasn’t died
Deep in my bones, straight from inside

I’m waking up, I feel it in my bones
Enough to make my system blow
Welcome to the new age, to the new age
Welcome to the new age, to the new age
Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I’m radioactive, radioactive
Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I’m radioactive, radioactive

radioactiveradioactive 4radioactive 3radioactive 2radioactive 5

Credits:

  • Mesh head – CATWA Head Catya Bento V 3.2 – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applier – Egozy Christina/ Golden (free gift for a limited time) – by Nicole Button
  • Tattoo (chest) – Juna Nelke Tattoo (@ The Avenue White Nights) – by Junanuj
  • Tattoo (leg) – KiRa Tattoo Amable Tattoo (@ The Avenue White Nights) – by Diaboliika
  • Eyes – CATWA Realistic Mesh Eyes – by Catwa Clip
  • Eyes applier – Egozy Brown Eyes (from Egozy/ Nina/ Fair) – by Nicole Button
  • Makeup (eyeshadows, blush, freckles) – Just Magnetized Insta Beauty/ Set 07  (for Powder Pack April 2018) – by Justyna Magne
  • Hair – ~Tableau Vivant~ Alma Hair/ Fades (@ Kustom9) – by M4ri1yn Magic
  • Piercing – [CX] Bento Piercing Labret Medusa/Snakebites/ Gold – by Kamayari
  • Piercing 2[CX] Spiked Drill/ Gold – by Kamayari
  • OutfitNaberius Iron Eater (cage mask not used) (@ The Epiphany) – by Kamayari
  • Bra and panties – [CX] Sultry Kunoichi/ Black/Gold – by Kamayari
  • Earrings – Naberius Iron Eater (epiphany exclusive) (@ The Epiphany) – by Kamayari
  • Poses – {NanTra} Road Warrior – by NanTra

 

Insomnia: Part VI – Sacred Love Of Damned

Cannot cry it loud enough
I’m giving up this ghost
How can I still justify
When you deny my voice

In this nothing, I’m not allowed
I just follow alone
Words as weapons without a sound
Echoes dying unborn

Until my last breath
You’ll never know
Until you feel the silence
When I am gone

Now it’s vanishing everything
What we might have been
Only now your prays call my name
But you won’t see again

Who can change this memory?
Inside it needs to burn
Worship by the enemy
The guilty take their turns

Watching as it’s disappearing
Shadows all that remain
Wishes slowly crossing over
In this parade of pain

Until my last breath
You’ll never know
Until you feel the silence
When I am gone

Now it’s vanishing everything
What we might have been
Only now your prays call my name
But you won’t see again

Until my last breath
You’ll never know
Until you feel the silence
When I am gone

Now it’s vanishing everything
What we might have been
Only now your prays call my name
But you won’t see again

Sacred Love Of DamnedSacred Love Of Damned 3Sacred Love Of Damned 2Sacred Love Of Damned 4

Credits:

LADYBLANCE

  • Mesh head – LeLutka Spencer Bento V 3.0 – by JadenArt
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Mesh teeth and bloody lips – LeLutka Beast Teeth – by JadenArt
  • Skin blood applier – Izzie’s Face & Body Blood & Wounds – by Izzie Button
  • Hair – ~Tableau Vivant~ Dakota Hair/ Reds (@ Collabor88) – by M4ri1yn Magic
  • Mesh scenery – [CX] Crucem Inverso (@ Paranoia) – by Kamayari
  • Posefrom mesh scenery 

MrBlance

  • Mesh head – CATWA Head Daniel Bento V 3.0 – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh body – EXMACHINA Davide Bento Avatar v 2.0/ No head – by Ramses Meredith
  • Skin applier and shape – [theSkinnery] Igor/ Tone 06 (@ TMD) – by Umazuma Metaluna
  • Eyes – CATWA Realistic Mesh Eyes – by Catwa Clip
  • Eyes applier – [theSkinnery] Escape Eye Collection – by Umazuma Metaluna
  • Body tattoo – CURELESS [+] Replicant Joints/ Fresh – by Kaorinette
  • Face scars – CURELESS [+] Insurgent Mechanoid Face Tattoo/ Fresh – by Kaorinette
  • Pose (pic 1) – DM Lalalalala – by Del May
  • Pose (pic 2) – DM Spiritual – by Del May
  • Pose (pic 3) – DM What Now? – by Del May
  • Pose (pic 4) – DM Holding Apart – by Del May

Why don’t you love me?

Now, now, now, honey
You better sit down and look around
‘Cause you must’ve bumped your head
And I love you enough to talk some sense back into you, baby
I’d hate to see you come home, me the kids
And the dog is gone
Check my credentials
I give you everything you want everything you need
Even your friends say I’m a good woman
All I need to know is why?

Why don’t you love me?
Tell me, baby, why don’t you love me
When I make me so damn easy to love?
And why don’t you need me?
Tell me, baby, why don’t you need me
When I make me so damn easy to need?

I got beauty, I got class
I got style, and I got ass
And you don’t even care to care
Looka here
I even put money in the bank account
Don’t have to ask no one to help me out
You don’t even notice that

Why don’t you love me?
Tell me, baby, why don’t you love me
When I make me so damn easy to love?
Why don’t you need me?
Tell me, baby, why don’t you need me
When I make me so damn easy to need?

I got beauty, I got heart
Keep my head in them books, I’m sharp
But you don’t care to know I’m smart
Now, now now now now now now
I got moves in your bedroom
Keep you happy with the nasty things I do
But you don’t seem to be in tune
Ooh

Why don’t you love me?
Tell me, baby, why don’t you love me
When I make me so damn easy to love?
Why don’t you need me?
Tell me, baby, why don’t you need me
When I make me so damn easy to need?

There’s nothing not to love about me
No, no, there’s nothing not to love about me
I’m lovely
There’s nothing not to need about me
No, no, there’s nothing not to need about me
Maybe you’re just not the one
Or maybe you’re just plain

Dumb, dumb, dumb

Why don't you love meWhy don't you love me 5Why don't you love me 2Why don't you love me 3Why don't you love me 4

Credits:

  • Mesh head – CATWA Head Catya Bento V 3.2 – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelleLeShelle
  • Skin applier and shape – Egozy Kamila/ Canelle (update version) – by Nicole Button
  • Tattoo – Arabic Tattoos Kolibri (upcoming April 1st @ The Avenue) – by Ta7am
  • Eyes – CATWA Realistic Mesh Eyes – by Catwa Clip
  • Eyes applier[CX] Uni Eyes Exclusive/ Bonus Color (@ Secret Hideout) – by Kamayari
  • Lashes applier – Suga-Suga Momoko Eyelashes (upcoming April 1st @ The Makeover Room) – by Oritasho
  • Eyeshadows – LIVIA Sage Eyeliner (upcoming April 1st @ The Makeover Room) – by Ayanna Breen
  • Lipstick and nails applier – CAZIMI Pastel Petals Set (upcoming April 1st @ The Avenue) – by Dima Plessis
  • Tongue Piercing – CATWA Tongue Piercing /A – by Catwa Clip
  • Hair – ~Tableau Vivant~ Selene Hair/ [2]/ Browns (@ Uber) – by M4ri1yn Magic
  • OutfitEma’s Secret Spring Outfit Hope/ Pink (@ UP Event) – by Emanuelle Bury
  • Mesh scenery – Astralia Pin up life backgrounds (Kitchen) – by Astralia
  • PosesILAYA Pin Up Poses – by Ilaya Allen

Piensa que es muy importante mirar para adelante!

¡oye, piensa en tu futuro, no pierdas mas tiempo!
¿por que?
Porque la vida es corta.
Dejame en paz, dejame solo, yo vivo hoy no miro para atras
Pero piensa que es muy importante mirar para

¡adelante!
¡que viva la vida!
¡adelante!
¡dejame!

Piensa que es muy importante mirar para
¡adelante!

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Credits:

  • Mesh head – LeLutka Spencer Bento V 3.0 – by JadenArt
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelleLeShelle
  • Eyes applier – CURELESS [+] Surgical Lighting Eyes V.1 – by Kaorinette
  • Eyeshadows – Zibska Stelara (@ SaNaRae)  – by Zib Scaggs
  • Lipstick – Zibska Stelara (@ SaNaRae)  – by Zib Scaggs
  • Collar, face and neck tattoo – Zibska Stelara (@ SaNaRae)  – by Zib Scaggs
  • Hairbase applier – ~Tableau Vivant~ Lelutka HB10/ Black & Whites – by M4ri1yn Magic
  • Hair – ~Tableau Vivant~ Punky Add-on/ Black & Whites – by M4ri1yn Magic
  • Outfit – [[ Masoom ]] Tempest Outfit/ White/ Rares (@ Lootbox) – by AmberChaudry Corpur
  • Septum ring – [CX] Locke Septum/ Silver (@ Kustom9) – by Kamayari
  • Mesh scenery – /\/. The Mod Backdrop/ White – by Lotusmortality
  • Pose (pic 1,4) – DM Kick Off – by Del May
  • Pose (pic 3) – DM Cloud Bathing– by Del May
  • Pose (pic 3) – DM Solo Waltz – by Del May

 

I wanna be your end game

[Taylor Swift & Future:]
I wanna be your end game
I wanna be your first string
I wanna be your A-Team
I wanna be your end game, end game

Big reputation, big reputation
Ooh, you and me, we got big reputations
Ah, and you heard about me
Ooh, I got some big enemies (yeah)
Big reputation, big reputation
Ooh, you and me would be a big conversation
Ah, and I heard about you (yeah)
Ooh, you like the bad ones, too

[Future:]
You so dope, don’t overdose
I’m so stoked, I need a toast
We do the most, I’m in the Ghost like I’m whippin’ a boat
I got a reputation, girl, that don’t precede me (yeah)
I’m one call away whenever you need me (yeah)
I’m in a G5 (yeah), come to the A-Side (yeah)
I got a bad boy persona, that’s what they like (what they like)
You love it, I love it, too, ’cause you my type (you my type)
You hold me down and I protect you with my life

[Taylor Swift & Future:]
I don’t wanna touch you, I don’t wanna be
Just another ex-love you don’t wanna see
I don’t wanna miss you (I don’t wanna miss you)
Like the other girls do
I don’t wanna hurt you, I just wanna be
Drinking on a beach with you all over me
I know what they all say (I know what they all say)
But I ain’t tryna play

[Taylor Swift:]
I wanna be your end game (End game)
I wanna be your first string (First string)
I wanna be your A-Team (A-Team)
I wanna be your end game, end game

[Ed Sheeran:]
Knew her when I was young
Reconnected when we were little bit older, both sprung
I got issues and chips on both of my shoulders
Reputation precedes me; in rumors I’m knee-deep
The truth is it’s easier to ignore it, believe me
Even when we’d argue, we’d not do it for long
And you understand the good and bad end up in a song
For all your beautiful traits and the way you do it with ease
For all my flaws, paranoia and insecurities
I’ve made mistakes and made some choices, that’s hard to deny
After the storm, something was born on the 4th of July
I’ve passed days without fun, this end game is the one
With four words on the tip of my tongue, I’ll never say it

[Taylor Swift:]
I don’t wanna touch you, I don’t wanna be
Just another ex-love you don’t wanna see
I don’t wanna miss you (I don’t wanna miss you)
Like the other girls do
I don’t wanna hurt you, I just wanna be
Drinking on a beach with you all over me
I know what they all say, yeah, but I ain’t tryna play

[Taylor Swift:]
I wanna be your end game (End game)
I wanna be your first string (Wanna be your first string)
I wanna be your A-Team (A-Team)
I wanna be your end game, end game

[Taylor Swift & Future:]
Big reputation, big reputation
Ooh, you and me, we got big reputations
Ah, and you heard about me
Oh, I got some big enemies
Hey, big reputation, big reputation
Ooh, you and me would be a big conversation
Ah, and I heard about you
Ooh, you like the bad ones, too

[Taylor Swift:]
I hit you like bang
We tried to forget it, but we just couldn’t
And I bury hatchets, but I keep maps of where I put ’em
Reputation precedes me, they told you I’m crazy
I swear I don’t love the drama, it loves me
And I can’t let you go, your hand prints on my soul
It’s like your eyes are liquor, it’s like your body is gold
You’ve been calling my bluff on all my usual tricks
So here’s the truth from my red lips

[Taylor Swift, Future & Ed Sheeran:]
I wanna be your end game (End game)
I wanna be your first string (Me and you)
I wanna be your A-Team (Be your A-Team now)
I wanna be your end game, end game
I wanna be your end game (oh, I do)
I wanna be your first string (first string)
I wanna be your A-Team (A-Team)
I wanna be your end game, end game

I wanna be your end game 2I wanna be your end game 4I wanna be your end gameI wanna be your end game 3

Credits:

Nada pero muerte

Hay los cementerios que son solos,
sepulcros por completo de los huesos que no hacen un sonido,
el corazón que se mueve a través de un túnel,
en él oscuridad, oscuridad, oscuridad,
como un naufragio morimos el entrar nosotros mismos,
como si nos ahogábamos dentro de nuestros corazones,
como si vivimos cayendo de la piel en el alma.

Y hay cadáveres,
pies hechos de la arcilla fría y pegajosa,
la muerte está dentro de los huesos,
como raspar donde no hay perros,
viniendo hacia fuera de campanas en alguna parte, de sepulcros en alguna parte,
crecimiento en el aire húmedo como los rasgones de la lluvia.

Veo a veces solamente
ataúdes debajo de la vela,
emprendiendo los muertos pálidos, con las mujeres que tienen pelo muerto,
con los panaderos que son tan blancos como ángeles,
y las muchachas jóvenes pensativas casaron con los públicos del notario,
ataúdes que navegan encima del río vertical de los muertos,
el río de la púrpura oscura,
la mudanza contra la corriente con las velas completó por el sonido de la muerte,
llenado por el sonido de la muerte que es silencio.

La muerte llega entre todo ese sonido
como un zapato sin pie en él, como un juego sin hombre en él,
vienen y los golpes, usando un anillo sin piedra en ella, sin
dedo en él,
viene y grita sin boca, sin la lengüeta, sin
garganta.
Sin embargo sus pasos pueden ser oídos
y su ropa hace un sonido hushed, como un árbol.

No soy seguro, yo entiendo solamente un poco, yo puedo ver apenas,
pero se parece a mí que el su cantar tiene el color de violetas húmedas,
de las violetas que están en el país en la tierra,
porque la cara de la muerte es verde,
y la muerte de la mirada da es verde,
con la humedad penetrante de una hoja violeta
y el color del somber del invierno embittered.

Pero la muerte también pasa a través del mundo vestido como escoba,
traslapando el piso, buscando cuerpos muertos,
la muerte está dentro de la escoba,
la escoba es la lengüeta de la muerte que busca los cadáveres,
es la aguja de la muerte que busca el hilo de rosca.

La muerte es interior los cots que doblan:
pasa su vida que duerme en los colchones lentos,
en las mantas negras, y respira repentinamente hacia fuera:
sopla fuera de un sonido mournful que hinche las hojas,
y las camas van a navegar hacia un puerto
donde está el esperar la muerte, vestido como un almirante.

Pablo Neruda

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Credits:

  • Mesh head – [AK Deluxe] Jun Bento Head (new release) – by KaoZ Koba
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applier – [AK Deluxe] Jun Bento Head/ Tone 03 – by KaoZ Koba
  • Eyes applier – ::SG:: Kalua Mesh Eyes/ Appliers (@ Applique 24th Round) – by SlackGirl
  • Hair – ~Tableau Vivant~  Laura Hair/ Reds (@ Kustom9) – by M4ri1yn Magic
  • Mesh nails – {ZOZ} Bento Stiletto Nails (@ Shop Your Heart Out) – by Zozicon
  • Dress – [CX] x Altair Cheongsam/ Red Gold (@ ROMP) – by Kamayari
  • Mesh scenery – /anxiety/ Confessional Skybox (@ ROMP) – by Max1ma
  • Poses (pics 1,3,4)from Confessional Skybox
  • Pose (pic 2) – Voir Crucifixion – by Su Voir

I bet that I can make you believe in love and sex and magic

 

 

1, 2, 3, go
Ciara
Sex
Ciara
Here we go
Talk to me

[Ciara:]
Your touch is so magic to me
The strangest things can happen
The way that you react to me
I wanna do something you can’t imagine, imagine

If there was a million mes talking sexy to you like that
You think you can handle, boy
If I give you my squeeze
And I need you to push it right back

[Ciara:]
Baby show me, show me
What’s your favorite trick
That you wanna use on me
And I’ll volunteer
And I’ll be flowing and going
‘Til clothing disappears
Ain’t nothing but shoes on me
Oh baby

[Ciara and Justin Timberlake:]
All-night show
Just you and the crowd doing tricks you never seen
And I bet that I can make you believe in love and sex and magic
So let me drive my body around you
I bet you know what I mean
‘Cause you know that I can make you believe in love and sex and magic

[Justin Timberlake:]
Everything ain’t what it seems
I wave my hands and I got you
And you feel so fly assist in me
But now it’s my turn to watch you
I ain’t gon’ stop you

If you wanna grab my neck
Talk sexy to me like that
Just do what I taught you girl
When I give you my heat
And I need you to push it right back

[Ciara:]
Baby show me, show me
What’s your favorite trick
That you wanna use on me
And I’ll volunteer
And I’ll be flowing and going
‘Til clothing disappears
Ain’t nothing but shoes on me
Oh baby

[Ciara and Justin Timberlake:]
All-night show
Just you and the crowd doing tricks you never seen
And I bet that I can make you believe in love and sex and magic
So let me drive my body around you
I bet you know what I mean
‘Cause you know that I can make you believe in love and sex and magic (breakdown)

[(Ciara) Justin Timberlake]
Now this is the part where we fall in love (sugar)
Let’s slow it down so we fall in love
But don’t stop whatcha doing to me

Ciara
Bring it back

[Ciara and Justin Timberlake:]
All-night show
Just you and the crowd doing tricks you never seen
And I bet that I can make you believe in love and sex and magic
So let me drive my body around you
I bet you know what I mean
‘Cause you know that I can make you believe in love and sex and magic

[Ciara and Justin Timberlake:]
All-night show
Just you and the crowd doing tricks you never seen
And I bet that I can make you believe in love and sex and magic
So let me drive my body around you
I bet you know what I mean
‘Cause you know that I can make you believe in love and sex and magic

I see you on the floor
Get it girl
Love, sex and magic
I see you on the floor
You know what I mean
Get it girl
I bet that I can make you believe in love and sex and magic
I see you on the floor
Get it girl

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Credits:

LADYBLANCE

  • Mesh head – CATWA Head Ciara Bento V 3.1 – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applier – Egozy Jaya/ Canelle – by Nicole Button
  • Tattoo – U-Design Lunar (@ The Avenue) – by Foxxiehunie
  • Eyes – CATWA Realistic Mesh Eyes – by Catwa Clip
  • Eyes applier – LOTUS Blossom Eyes/ Rare #17 (upcoming 4th February @ The Chapter Four) – by Lilanachristina
  • Lashes applier – Poema Maureen Lashes (upcoming 4th February @ The Chapter Four) – by MatildaSoon
  • EyeshadowsNeomenia Shines Like Star (@ The Avenue) – by MarshalHayley
  • Lipstick – Neomenia Milena (@ The Avenue) – by MarshalHayley
  • Face moles – Avada Face Moles/ Version 2 (@ The Makeover Room) – by Stephanie Fishnet
  • Nails applier – {ZOZ} Crowned Heart Polish (@ Cosmopolitan) – by Zozicon
  • HairCharme Jia/ All Tones (@ The Avenue) – by Ti Cisse
  • Bodysuit – [[ Masoom ]] Electra (@ The Fetish Fair) – by AmberChaudry Corpur
  • Decorative chains – [CX] Rusty Chains (upcoming 5th February @ TMD) – by Kamayari
  • Mesh scenery – /anxiety/ Formaldehyde – by Max1ma
  • Pose (pic 1) – FOXCITY Dominance – by Satomi Masukami
  • Pose (pics 2,3) – FOXCITY Smooth Criminal – by Satomi Masukami
  • Pose (pic 4) – FOXCITY The Goods – by Satomi Masukami

MrBlance 

  • Mesh head – CATWA Head Victor Bento V 3.0 – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh body – EXMACHINA Davide Full Bento Avatar – by Ramses Meredith
  • Skin applier – *Birth* Carlos/ Tone 03 (@ MOM) – by Silent Alchemi
  • Eyes – CATWA Realistic Mesh Eyes – by Catwa Clip
  • Top – EXMACHINA Winter Shirt – by Ramses Meredith
  • Pants – EXMACHINA Biker Pants – by Ramses Meredith
  • Pose (pic 2,3) – FOXCITY Smooth Criminal – by Satomi Masukami
  • Pose (pic 4) – /anxiety/ Formaldehyde – by Max1ma

 

Insomnia: Part V – Bleeding Soul of Jimena

Save your twisted enemy
So you might earn forgiveness
You know your whole world is waiting
So why can’t you speak?

I feel it coming over me
I’m still a slave to these dreams
Is this the end of everything?
Or just a new way to bleed?

So go and tell all your friends
That I’m a failure underneath
If it makes you feel like a bigger man
But it’s my, my heart, my life
That you’re calling a lie
I’ve played this game before
And I can’t take anymore

I feel it coming over me
I’m still a slave to these dreams
Is this the end of everything?
Or just a new way to bleed?

By drifting far beyond the edge
Freedom, freedom,
Can’t you feel the ground caving in?
Freedom,
Give us a reason to believe again

I feel it coming over me
I’m still a slave to these dreams
Is this the end of everything?
Or just a new way to bleed?

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Credits:

Meanwhile in Salem…

A fair witch crept to a young man’s side,
And he kiss’d her and took her for his bride.

But a Shape came in at the dead of night,
And fill’d the room with snowy light.

And he saw how in his arms there lay
A thing more frightful than mouth may say.

And he rose in haste, and follow’d the Shape
Till morning crown’d an eastern cape.

And he girded himself, and follow’d still,
When sunset sainted the western hill.

But, mocking and thwarting, clung to his side,
Weary day! – the foul Witch-Bride.

*by William Allinghcam

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Credits:

  • Mesh head – LeLutka Spencer Bento V 3.0 – by JadenArt
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applierDeeTaleZ Heaven/ Nordic – by by Steffi Villota
  • Eyeshadows – *Birth* Penelope/ Vamp Set 3 (@ Cosmopolitan) – by Silent Alchemi
  • Lipstick – Zibska Baska Lips (upcoming 15th January @ ULTRA) – by Zib Scaggs
  • Hairbase applier –  ~Tableau Vivant~ Lelutka HB7b/ Browns – by M4ri1yn Magic
  • Hair – ~Tableau Vivant~ Giselle/ Black & Whites – by M4ri1yn Magic
  • Headpiece, earrings and necklace – Zibska Thaleia (upcoming 15th January @ Sense Event) – by Zib Scaggs
  • Mesh claws – [CX] Shredder Claws/ Silver (@ The Seasons Story) – by Kamayari
  • Gown – AZUL- Yeva/ Pearl – by Mami Jewell
  • Mesh cabin – Boudoir Witch Cabin – by Precious Restless
  • Poses – Poseidon Poses Wiccan – by Gryphon Vendetta

 

Let the games begin. Are you ready for it?

 

Knew he was a killer
First time that I saw him
Wonder how many girls he had loved and left haunted
But if he’s a ghost then I can be a phantom
Holdin’ him for ransom
Some, some boys are tryin’ too hard
He don’t try at all though
Younger than my exes but he act like such a man, so
I see nothing better, I keep him forever
Like a vendetta-ta

I-I-I see how this is gonna go
Touch me, and you’ll never be alone
I-Island breeze and lights down low
No one has to know

In the middle of the night, in my dreams
You should see the things we do, baby
In the middle of the night, in my dreams
I know I’m gonna be with you
So I take my time
(Are you ready for it?)

Knew I was a robber
First time that he saw me
Stealing hearts and running off and never saying sorry
But if I’m a thief then
He can join the heist
And we’ll move to an island-and
And he can be my jailer
Burton to this Taylor
Every love I’ve known in comparison is a failure
I forget their names now
I’m so very tame now
Never be the same now, now

I-I-I see how this is gonna go
Touch me and you’ll never be alone
I-Island breeze and lights down low
No one has to know
(No one has to know)

In the middle of the night, in my dreams
You should see the things we do, baby
In the middle of the night in my dreams
I know I’m gonna be with you
So I take my time
(Are you ready for it?)
(Ooh, are you ready for it?)

Baby, let the games begin
Let the games begin
Let the games begin
Baby, let the games begin
Let the games begin
Let the games begin

I-I-I see how this is gonna go
Touch me and you’ll never be alone
I-Island breeze and lights down low
No one has to know

In the middle of the night, in my dreams
You should see the things we do, baby
In the middle of the night, in my dreams
I know I’m gonna be with you
So I take my time
In the middle of the night

Baby, let the games begin
Let the games begin
Let the games begin
(Are you ready for it?)
Baby, let the games begin
Let the games begin
Let the games begin
(Are you ready for it?)

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Credits:

Creo en mí

Ya me han dicho que soy buena para nada
Y que el aire que respiro esta de más
Me han clavado en la pared contra la espada
He perdido hasta las ganas de llorar

Pero estoy de vuelta
Estoy de pie y bien alerta
Eso del cero a la izquierda no me va

¡Uh! ¡Uh! ¡Oh!
Creo, creo, creo en mí
¡Uh! ¡Uh! ¡Oh!
Creo, creo, creo en mí

No me asustan los misiles ni las balas
Tanta guerra me dio alas de metal
Vuelo libre, sobrevuelo las granadas
Por el suelo no me arrastro nunca más

Y aún no estoy de oferta
Estoy de pie y bien alerta
Eso del cero a la izquierda no me va

¡Uh! ¡Uh! ¡Oh!
Creo, creo, creo en mí
¡Uh! ¡Uh! ¡Oh!
Creo, creo, creo
Todos somos tan desiguales
únicos, originales
Si no te gusta a mí me da igual
De lo peor he pasado
Y lo mejor está por llegar

¡Uh! ¡Uh!
¡Uh! ¡Uh! ¡Oh!
Creo, creo, creo en mí
¡Uh! ¡Uh! ¡Uh!
Creo, creo, creo en mí

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Credits:

Call me the end of your world

Call me the end of your world
Call me your genocide
‘Cause I’m a venomous girl
Just like a spider bite

I’m a relentless machine
With no emergency
Brake to stop me

I’ll start by crawling inside
Like a parasite
You’ll feel your heart skip a beat
Just a couple times

You’ll think that you’ve found the one
But it’s your mind coming undone
Ripping slowly

Although I’m beautiful
Like a perfect dream
Inside my soul 
There’s a murder scene

I’m a creature 
Who’s up to no good
I’ll love you like
Love you like a vampire would

I’ve been fang-usin’
Heart-bruisin’ 
It feels so good
To love you like
Love you like a vampire would

I’ve been prey before 
Now I’m predator
And I’m cold inside
Like a vampire

He was an animal 
With such a mad disease
They said to stay away
But damn, he wanted me

And that was the day
That my blood became infected 
And I learned it was kill 
Or be killed again

Although I’m beautiful
Like a perfect dream
Inside my soul 
There’s a murder scene

I’m a creature 
Who’s up to no good
I’ll love you like
Love you like a vampire would

I’ve been fang-usin’
Heart-bruisin’ 
It feels so good
To love you like
Love you like a vampire would

I’ve been prey before 
Now I’m predator
And I’m cold inside
Like a vampire

Like the freezer door was left wide open
Frostbite crept into my veins 
Crippled by a life so tragic 
I can never love again

Run away, ’cause I’m contagious
You know that I can’t control this
Instinct to feed
The hunter in me

I’m a creature 
Who’s up to no good
I’ll love you like
Love you like a vampire would

I’ve been fang-usin’
Heart-bruisin’ 
It feels so good
To love you like
Love you like a vampire would

I’ve been prey before 
Now I’m predator
And I’m cold inside
Like a vampire

Vampire
Like a vampire

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Credits:

  • Mesh head – CATWA Head Catya Bento V 3.0 – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applier – ND/MD Ayla/ Cream – by Alea Lamont
  • Body blood applier – Izzie’s Face & Body Blood & Wounds – by Izzie Button
  • Eyes – CATWA Realistic Mesh Eyes – by Catwa Clip
  • Eyes applier and eyeshadows – [CX] Soul Keeper Set – by Kamayari
  • Hair – LeLutka Lana/ Arctic – by Thora Charron
  • Lipstick – S.E. My Blood Eyes and Lips (from Powder Pack October 2017) – by Ashamti
  • Teeth and teeth blood – CATWA Bento Teeth Add-on – by Catwa Clip
  • Nails applier – {ZOZ} Venus Silver Polish (@ Cosmopolitan) – by Zozicon
  • Blindfold – [CX] Bloody Cyclops/ Nailed – by Kamayari
  • Mesh rings – [CX] Creeper Ring/ Onyx – by Kamayari
  • Outfit – AZUL- Rakel/ Pearl x Onyx – by Mami Jewell
  • Mesh scenery – .::Devils PlayGround::. Mesh Adult Grave Yard with Sound – by Devils Blackheart
  • Poses – [evoLove] Calm (@ The Liaison Collaborative) – by Evoloveposes

 

It’s always Coffee o’clock

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Credits:

There is no escaping….

There is no escaping….
There’s no place to hide….
You scream, “Someone save me?”
But they don’t pay no mind…
Goodbye!

You’re walkin’ down a horror corridor
It’s almost 4 in the morning and you’re in a
Nightmare, it’s horrible
Right there’s the coroner
Waiting for ya to turn the corner so he can corner ya
You’re a goner he’s onto ya
Out the corner of his cornea he just saw you run
All you want is to rest ’cause you can’t run anymore you’re done
All he wants is to kill you in front of an audience
While everybody is watching in the party applauding it
Here I sit while I’m caught up in deep, thought again
Contemplating my next plot again
Swallowing a klonopin while I’m nodding in and out on the ottoman
At the Ramada inn, holdin’ on to the pill bottle then
Lick my finger and swirl it round the bottom and make sure I got all of it
Wake up naked at McDonald’s with
Blood all over me, Dead bodies behind the counter, sh*t
Guess I must have just blacked out again…
Not again!

It’s 3 A.M. in the mornin’
Put my key in the door and
Bodies layin’ all over the floor and
I don’t remember how they got there
But I guess I must’ve killed em (killed em)
I said…
It’s 3 A.M. in the mornin’
Put my key in the door and
Bodies layin’ all over the floor and
I don’t remember how they got there
But I guess I must’ve killed em (killed em)

Sitting nude in my living room, it’s almost noon
I wonder what’s on the tube, maybe they’ll show some boobs
Surfin’ every channel until I find Hannah Montana
Then I reach for the Aloe and lanolin
Bust all over the wall paneling dismantlin’ every candle
On top of the fireplace mantle and
Grab my flannel and my bandana then
Kiss the naked mannequin man again
You can see him standin’ in my front window if you look in
I’m just a hooligan who’s used to usin’ hallucinogens
Causin’ illusions again
Brain contusions again
Cutting and bruisin’ the skin
Razors, scissors and pins
Jesus, when does it end?
Phases, that I go through
Days that I’m so confused
Days that I don’t know who
Gave, these molecules to
Me, what am I gon’ do?
Hey the prodigal son
The diabolical one
Very methodical when I slaughter them

It’s 3 A.M. in the mornin’
Put my key in the door and
Bodies layin’ all over the floor and
I don’t remember how they got there
But I guess I must’ve killed em (killed em)
I said…
It’s 3 A.M. in the mornin’
Put my key in the door and
Bodies layin’ all over the floor and
I don’t remember how they got there
But I guess I must’ve killed em (killed em)

She puts the lotion in the bucket, it puts the lotion on the skin, or else it gets the hose again
She puts the lotion in the bucket, it puts the lotion on the skin, or else it gets the hose again

I cut and I slash slice and gash
Last night was a blast
I can’t quite remember when I had that
Much fun of a half pint of a jack
My last Vic and a half
A flashlight up Kim Kardashian’s ass
I remember the first time I dismembered a family member
December I think it was, I was havin’ drinks with my cousin
I wrapped him in Christmas lights, pushed him into the stinkin’ tub
Cut him up into pieces and just when I went to drink his blood
I thought I oughta drink his bath water that oughta be fun
That’s when my days of serial murder manslaughter begun
The sight of blood excites me, that might be an artery son
Your blood curdling screams just don’t seem to bother me none
It’s 3 A.M. and here I come so you should probably run
A secret passageway around here man there’s got to be one
Oh no there’s probably none, he can scream all that he wants
Top of his lungs, but ain’t no stoppin’ me from choppin’ him up… up
‘Cause it’s…

3 A.M. in the mornin’
Put my key in the door and
Bodies layin’ all over the floor and
I don’t remember how they got there
But I guess I must’ve killed em (killed em)
I said…
It’s 3 A.M. in the mornin’
Put my key in the door and
Bodies layin’ all over the floor and
I don’t remember how they got there
But I guess I must’ve killed em (killed em)

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Credits:

You’re my favorite kind of night

 

You make it look like it’s magic, oh, yeah
‘Cause I see nobody, nobody but you, you, you
I’m never confused
Hey, hey
I’m so used to being used

So I love when you call unexpected
‘Cause I hate when the moment’s expected
So I’ma care for you, you, you
I’ma care for you, you, you, you, yeah

‘Cause, girl, you’re perfect
You’re always worth it
And you deserve it
The way you work it
‘Cause, girl, you earned it,
Shit
Girl, you earned it,
Yeah

You know our love would be tragic, oh, yeah
So you don’t pay it, don’t pay it no mind, mind, mind
We live with no lies
Hey, hey
You’re my favorite kind of night

So I love when you call unexpected
‘Cause I hate when the moment’s expected
So I’ma care for you, you, you
I’ma care for you, you, you, you, yeah

‘Cause, girl, you’re perfect
You’re always worth it
And you deserve it
The way you work it
‘Cause, girl, you earned it
Shit
Girl, you earned it,
Yeah

On that lonely night
We said it wouldn’t be love
But we felt the rush
It made us believe it was only us, only us
Convinced we were broken inside, shit, inside, shit

‘Cause, girl, you’re perfect
You’re always worth it
And you deserve it
The way you work it
‘Cause, girl, you earned it
Shit
Girl, you earned it
Yeah

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Credits:

LADYBLANCE

MrBlance

  • Mesh head – CATWA Head Daniel Bento V 3.0 – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh body – [SIGNATURE] Gianni V 4.3a – by Raph Dirval
  • Skin applier – *Birth* Troy/ Tone 03 – by Silent Alchemi
  • Eyes – CATWA Realistic Mesh Eyes – by Catwa Clip
  • Hair – MINA Hair Conrad/ Blacks – by Mina Nakamura
  • Mesh suit – [Marquesse] Mr.Gala/ Black – by Marquesse Team
  • Poses (pics 1,2) – = Fashiowl Poses =  Shades/ Bento (upcoming 17th October @ Tres Chic) – by Goizane
  • Poses (pics 3,5)from [Ds] Dragon Throne (50% Off) – by Dictatorshop
  • Pose (pic 4) – = Fashiowl Poses =  In Your Arms/ Bento (upcoming 17th October @ Tres Chic) – by Goizane

In nomine Patris et Filii et Spiritus Sancti

Libera te
Ex inferis

Aequam memento
Rebus in arduis
Servare mentem

Dum excusare
Credis accusas
Excelsior

Locus desperatus!

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Credits:

I’m only human after all, don’t put the blame on me

I’m only human
I’m only—I’m only—
I’m only human, human

Maybe I’m foolish,
Maybe I’m blind
Thinking I can see through this
And see what’s behind
Got no way to prove it
So maybe I’m lying

But I’m only human after all,
I’m only human after all
Don’t put your blame on me
Don’t put your blame on me

Take a look in the mirror
And what do you see?
Do you see it clearer
Or are you deceived
In what you believe?

‘Cause I’m only human after all,
You’re only human after all
Don’t put the blame on me
Don’t put your blame on me

Some people got the real problems
Some people out of luck
Some people think I can solve them
Lord heavens above

I’m only human after all,
I’m only human after all
Don’t put the blame on me
Don’t put the blame on me

Don’t ask my opinion,
Don’t ask me to lie
Then beg for forgiveness
For making you cry,
For making you cry

‘Cause I’m only human after all,
I’m only human after all
Don’t put your blame on me,
Don’t put the blame on me

Some people got the real problems
Some people out of luck
Some people think I can solve them
Lord heavens above

I’m only human after all,
I’m only human after all
Don’t put the blame on me
Don’t put the blame on me

I’m only human, I make mistakes
I’m only human that’s all it takes
To put the blame on me
Don’t put the blame on me

‘Cause I’m no prophet or messiah
You should go looking somewhere higher

I’m only human after all,
I’m only human after all
Don’t put the blame on me,
Don’t put the blame on me

I’m only human, I do what I can
I’m just a man, I do what I can
Don’t put the blame on me
Don’t put your blame on me

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Credits:

七転び八起き (Fall seven times and stand up eight; When life knocks you down, stand back up) *

*Japanese Proverb

 

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Credits:

  • Mesh head – CATWA Head Tala Bento V 2.16 – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applier and shape – [theSkinnery] Olga/ Sorbet (@ Collabor88) – by Umazuma Metaluna
  • Tattoo – [ATI] Yakuza Peacock/ Color (@ Applique 19th Round) – by BookieMoon
  • Eyes – CATWA Realistic Mesh Eyes – by Catwa Clip
  • Eyes applier – Banana Banshee Magic Eyes (@ Twe12ve) – by Rosemarie Indigo
  • Lashes applier – ARTERY Butterfly Effect Eyelashes (@ Applique 19th Round) – by CopyCat Dexing
  • Eyeshadows – ARTERY Sugar Eyeshadows (@ Applique 19th Round) – by CopyCat Dexing
  • Lipstick – Zibska Alured Lips (@ 4Mesh) – by Zib Scaggs
  • Hair – [^.^Ayashi^.^] Hanako/ Basic Set – by Ikira Frimon
  • Mesh nails – ::SG:: Cross Bento Mesh Nail (@ 4Mesh) – by SlackGirl
  • Bra[CX] Sultry Kunoichi/ Black/Gold – by Kamayari
  • Body chains with panties – [CX]  Na’amah’s Chains/ Black/Gold (@ Frou Frou) – by Kamayari
  • Mesh scenery – ::WetCat:: &.:Lemon:. Alley Backdrop – by Wetcat Flux
  • Pose (pics 1,4) – *!R.O!* Last Assassin Bento Pose with Mask and Katana – by ReveObscura
  • Pose (pic 2) – *!R.O!* Tenacious Bento Pose with Mesh Katana – by ReveObscura
  • Pose (pic 3) – *!R.O!* Ninja Bento Pose with Mesh Katana & Shurikens – by ReveObscura

Insomnia: Part IV – Sweet agony of Zoe

It’s true, we’re all a little insane.
But it’s so clear,
Now that I’m unchained.

Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds
but it’s taking over all the time.

You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me.
Don’t deny sweet sacrifice.

One day
I’m gonna forget your name,
And one sweet day,
you’re gonna drown in my lost pain.

Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds
but it’s taking over all the time.

You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
And oh you love to hate me, don’t you, honey?
I’m your sacrifice.

(I dream in darkness
I sleep to die,
Erase the silence,
Erase my life.)

Do you wonder why you hate? (Our burning ashes,
Blacken the day)
Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes? (A world of nothingness,
Blow me away.)

You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me.
Don’t deny.
Sweet sacrifice.

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Credits:

  • Mesh head– LeLutka Spencer Bento V 3.0 – by JadenArt
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Vampire teeth – LeLutka Beast Teeth – by JadenArt
  • Eyes applier – CUREMORE Scar Tissue/ #2 Allergic Eyes – by Kaorinette
  • Lashes applierARTE Beauty Lashes (for Powder Pack September 2017) – by Miriam Lemondrop
  • Face scars – CUREMORE Scar Tissue/ #3 Smile – by Kaorinette
  • Eyeshadows –  .ARISE. Carol Makeup Set (for Powder Pack September 2017) – by Lonlysoule
  • Lipstick – Zibska Belasco Lips Ext. (@ We <3 Role-Play) – by Zib Scaggs
  • Hands scars – CUREMORE Scar Tissue/ #1 Knuckles – by Kaorinette
  • Body carving – CUREMORE Scar Tissue/ #20 Sephiroth/ Pull Reward – by Kaorinette
  • Earrings – [CX]  Internal Wiring/ Black – by Kamayari
  • Muzzle and leashholder – Naberius Masamang Aso/ Red – by Kamayari
  • Hair – LeLutka Lana/ Pitch – by Thora Charron
  • Outfit – CUREMORE Scar Tissue/ Patient Cage/ Rare – by Kaorinette
  • Pose (pic 2) – DM Ear Muffed – by Del May
  • Pose (pic 3) – DM Snowball Sprite – by Del May
  • Pose (pic 4) – DM Indecision – by Del May

心 つなぎ その夢が届きますように (Keep in mind you will reach your dream)

小さな花のつぼみが
まだ冷たい星空を見上げて
”どこへゆく?”問いかけていた
その瞳はあどけないなら

闇にまぎれた
世界の果てで
息をしている
ささやかな願い

抱きしめたいあなたをぎゅっと
暖めたいあなたが凍えないように
強く望むなら優しく
心 つなぎ その夢が届きますように

どうして大事なことは
そばにいると気づけないのだろう?
”無償の愛”その意味でさえも
遠くまで離れてはじめて知る

ここへおいでよ
あなたのままで
罪の痛みも
受け止めてあげる

抱きしめたい あなたをそっと
暖めたい あなたを包み込むように
強く願うほど確かに
咲いて 咲いて その夢を放さないように

気まぐれに変わりゆく
時代の中で
笑顔まで上手にならないで
どんな姿も間違いじゃないから
もっと涙 流していいよ

春の風に歌う花びら
永遠など ここからまだ見えなくても
続く それぞれの未来を
たどりながら 輝きながら

抱きしめたい あなたをぎゅっと
暖めたい あなたが凍えないように
強く望むなら優しく 
心 つなぎ その夢が届きますように

その夢が届きますように…

chiisana hana no tsubomi ga
mada tsumetai hoshizora wo miagete
“doko he yuku?” tooi kakete ita
sono hitomi wa adokenai nara

yami ni magireta
sekai no hate de
iki wo shite iru
sasayaka na negai

dakishimetai anata wo gyutto
atatametai anata ga gogoenai you ni
tsuyoku nozomu nara yasashiku
kokoro tsunagi sono yume ga todokimasu you ni

doushite daiji na kodo wa
soba ni iru to kizukenai no darou?
“mujou no ai” sono imi te sae mo
tooku made hanarete hajimete shiru

koko he oide yo
anata no mama de
tsumi no itami mo
uketomete ageru

dakishimetai anata wo sotto
atatametai anata wo tsutsumikomu you ni
tsuyoku negau hodo tashika ni
saite saite sono yume wo hanasanai you ni

kimagure ni kawari yuku
jidai no naka de
egao made jouzu ni naranai de
donna sugata mo machigai ja nai kara
motto namida nagashite ii yo

haru no kaze ni utau hanabira
eien nado koko kara mada mienakute mo
tsuzuku sorezore no mirai wo
tadori nagara kagayaki nagara

dakishimetai anata wo gyutto
atatametai anata ga gogoenai you ni
tsuyoku nozomu nara yasashiku
kokoro tsunagi sono yume ga todokimasu you ni

sono yume ga todokimasu you ni…

stay together…
hand in hand…eternally

English translation

The little bulb of flower
once again looks up to the cold starry sky
“Where are you going?”It asked
With those innocent eyes

Swallowed by the darkness
At the world’s end
It’s breathing
The tiny dream

I want to hold you tight
I want to keep you warm so you won’t be cold
As long as you wish hard 
Gently, with our hearts united
I wish you can reach your dream

Why did we not realize that
The important thing is for us to be together?
Even the meaning of “Unconditional Love”
I start to realize how far away I am from the answer

Please come here
just the way you are
The pain from your sin
I will take it all away

I want to hold you softly
I want to keep you warm
like I am going to tuck you in
It’s true that the harder you wish
the more it blossoms, blossoms 
I hope you will never give up your dream

In this crazy world that is constantly changing
Please don’t become good at faking your smile
There is no wrong appearance
It’s okay to shred more tears

Flower petals sing in the breeze of spring
Even though you cannot see eternity from here
Continue on, each individual future
While it is searching, while it is shining

I want to hold you tight
I want to keep you warm so you won’t be cold
As long as you wish hard 
Gently, with our hearts united
I wish you can reach your dream

I wish you can reach your dream

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Credits:

‘Cause I’mma fight ’til I die or win

Yeah.

[Liz Rodrigues:]
This is survival of the fittest
This is do or die
This is the winner takes it all
So take it all

[Eminem:]
Wasn’t ready to be no millionaire, I was ill-prepared
I was prepared to be ill though, the skill was there
From the beginning, it wasn’t ’bout the ends
It was ’bout busting raps and standing for something, fucking acronym
Cut the f**king act like you’re happy, I’m f**king back again
With another anthem, why stop when it doesn’t have to end?
It ain’t over ’til I say it’s over – enough when I say enough
Throw me to them wolves and close the gate up
I’m afraid of what’ll happen to them wolves
When the thought of being thrown into an alligator pit, I salivate at it
Wait is up, hands up like it’s 12 noon, nah, homie
Hold them b*tches straighter up, wave ’em ’til you dislocate a rotator cuff
Came up rough, came to ruffle feathers, nah, egos
I ain’t deflate enough, last chance to make this whole stadium erupt ’cause

[Liz Rodrigues:]
This is survival of the fittest
This is do or die
This is the winner takes it all
So take it all

I can see the finish line with each line that I finish
I’m so close to my goals I can almost pole vault over the goal post
And if I don’t got enough in the tank, maybe I can just siphon enough
To fill up this last can, man will I survive in this climate or what?
They said I was washed up, and got a blood bath
I’m not a rapper, I’m an adapter, I can adjust
Plus I can just walk up to a mic and just bust
So floor’s open if you’d like to discuss
Top 5 in this motherfucker and if I don’t make the cut
What, like I give a fuck, I will light this b*tch up like I’m driving a truck
To the side of a pump, 0 to 60 hop in and gun it
Like G-Unit without the hyphen, I’m hyping ’em up
And if there should ever come a time where my life’s in a rut
And I look like I might just give up, eh might’ve mistook
Me for bowing out I ain’t taking a bow, I’m stabbing myself
With a f**king knife in the gut, while I’m wiping my butt!
‘Cause I just shitted on the mic, and I like getting cut
I get excited at the sight of my blood, you’re in a fight with a nut
‘Cause I’mma fight ’til I die or win
Biting the dust it’ll just make me angrier, wait
Let me remind you of what got me this far, picture me quitting
Now draw a circle around it and put a line through it, sl*t
It’s survival of what?

[Liz Rodrigues:]
This is survival of the fittest
This is do or die
This is the winner takes it all
So take it all

[Eminem:]
So get your ideas, stack your ammo
But don’t come unless you come to battle,
Now mount up, jump in the saddle
This is it, it’s what you eat, sleep, piss and shit
Live, breathe, your whole existence just consists of this
Refuse to quit, fuse is lit, can’t diffuse the wick
I don’t do this music shit, I lose my shit
Ain’t got shit to lose, it’s the moment of truth
It’s all I know how to do, as soon as I get thrown in the booth, I spit
But my respect is overdue, I’m showing you the flow no one do
‘Cause I don’t own no diploma for school, I quit!
So there’s nothing for me to fall back on, I know no other trade
So you better trade your f**king mics in for some tool-box-es
‘Cause you’ll never take my pride from me
It’ll have to be pried from me, so pull out your pliers and your screwdrivers!
But I want you to doubt me, I don’t want you to believe
‘Cause this is something that I must use to succeed
And if you don’t like me then f**k you!
Self esteem must be f**king shooting through-the-roof ’cause trust me
My skin is too thick and bullet proof to touch me
I can see why the f**k I disgust you
I must be allergic to failure ’cause every time I come close to it
I just sneeze, but I just go achoo then achieve!

[Liz Rodrigues:]
This is survival of the fittest
This is do or die
This is the winner takes it all
So take it all

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Credits:

  • Mesh head – CATWA Head Catya Bento V 2.16 – by Catwa Clip
  • Shape – .::SC::. Diana Shape Catwa Catya c/m/t (@ Hashtag Hash Urban Round) – by ShopieStar
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applier – CURELESS [+] Haemoglobine – by Kaorinette
  • Eyes – CATWA Realistic Mesh Eyes – by Catwa Clip
  • Makeup – Zibska Ballard Makeup (@ Thereafter) – by Zib Scaggs
  • Forehead marking – CURELESS [+] Leoninus Marking (@ Thereafter) – by Kaorinette
  • Tongue piercing – CATWA Bento Tongue Piercing – by Catwa Clip
  • Nails applier – {ZOZ} Crescent Polish (@ Cosmopolitan) – by Zozicon
  • Full outfit, hair and wall signs – CUREMORE Punk Chick (@ Rewind Event) – by Kaorinette
  • Mesh weapon – [CX] Wasteland Reaper (@ Thereafter) – by Kamayari
  • Mesh skybox – /anxiety/ Radioactive – by Max1ma
  • Pose (pic 1) – HG Ocean Eyes – by Selena Edring
  • Poses (pics 2-4) – {NanTra} Road Warrior – by NanTra

What’s my name

This is all hands on deck
Calling out lost boys and girls
I’m getting tired of the disrespect
We won’t stop tiII we rule the world
It’s our time we up next (next)
Our sail’s about to be set (set)
They ain’t seen nothing yet!
Tell ’em who is in charge
So they don’t forget

What’s my name?
What’s my name? (Uma)
Say it louder!
What’s my name?
What’s my name? (Uma)
Feel the power!
No one’s gonna stop us
Soon the worId will be ours
What’s my name?
What’s my name? (Uma)
What’s it! What’s it!
Say it loud!

(Uuuma, Uuuma)
All eyes on me, let me see ’em
(Uuuma, Uuuma)
What’s it! What’s it!
Say it! Say it!
(Uma-ah-ah-ah!)

(Uma, Uma, Ia Ia Um)
(Uma, Uma, Ia Ia Uma)

I’m the queen of this town
I caII the shots, you know who I am
I don’t need to wear no fake crown
Stand up to me you don’t stand a chance
It’s our time we up next! (next)
My crew’s as real as it gets (gets)
The worst is now the best
And Ieaving us here
Will be their last regret

What’s my name?
What’s my name? (Uma)
Say it louder!
What’s my name?
What’s my name? (Uma)
Feel the power!

No one’s gonna stop us
Soon the world’ll be ours
What’s my name?
What’s my name?
What’s it!, what’s it!
Say it! say it!

You know what they say
Bad girls have aII the fun
Never learned how to count
Cause I’m number one
Ready here, we come
We always get our way
It’s a pirate’s Iife, every single day (hey!)
She’s the captain, I’m the first mate
Enemies seasick can’t see strainght
Call them fish bait throw them on a hook
Uma’s so hot they get burned if they look

All eyes on me, let me see them
I see your eyes on me boys, hey!
You know what my name is
Say it! Say it louder!

Hook me! (Ha, ha!)
Ho! woah!
Come on!

What’s my name?
What’s my name? (Uma)
Say it louder!
What’s my name?
What’s my name? (Uma)
Feel the power!
No one’s gonna stop us
Soon the world will be ours
What’s my name?
What’s my name?

(Uuuma, Uuuma)
All eyes on me, let me see ’em
(Uuuma, Uuuuma)
What’s it! What’s it!
Say it! Say it!
(Uuuma, Uuuma)
Oh, say it louder!
(Uuuma, Uuuma)
Oh, say it louder!
What’s it!, what’s it!
Say it! say it!

(Uma, Uma, Ia Ia Um)
(Uma, Uma, Ia Ia Uma)

Uma!

Pirate 2Pirate 3Pirate 4Pirate

Credits:

Malum quidem nullum esse sine aliquo bono (there is, to be sure, no evil without something good)*

*by Pliny the Elder

U-ha, hu,
Derene u-ha, u-ha
Derene u-ha
Degeo diabole
Derene damino 
Daminasto
Derene damio 
Damiasto

Uuuu-ha, uuuu-he
Cantare, u-ha, 
Emeo malevo,
Cantare, uuuu-ha. 
Uuuu-ha, uuuu-he
Cantare, u-ha, 
Emeo malevo,
Cantare, uuuu-ha. 

Damino daminasto
Doleve doleve
U-ha
Degeo diabole
Samie pomerante 
Samie pomerazione
U-ha
Degeo malevo.

Emeo emojorne
Impe risime 
Volare
U-ha imeio
Malevo
Centare

Placebo delelonte imeio
Malevo domeio

U-ha, imeio
Malevo irime
Alevo alevasto
Doleve doleve
U-ha 
Isale demine
Samie pomerante 
Samie pomerazione
U-ha
Degeo diabole.

Alevo alevasto
Doleve doleve
U-ha 
Isale demine
Samie pomerante 
Samie pomerazione
U-ha
Degeo diabole

Malum quidem nullum esse sine aliquo bono 2Malum quidem nullum esse sine aliquo bono 4Malum quidem nullum esse sine aliquo bonoMalum quidem nullum esse sine aliquo bono 3

Credits:

Tea … is a religion of the art of life*

*Kakuzō OkakuraThe Book of Tea

Tea is a religion of the art of lifeTea is a religion of the art of life 4Tea is a religion of the art of life 2Tea is a religion of the art of life 3

Credits:

I’ll shout it out like a bird set free

Clipped wings, I was a broken thing
Had a voice, had a voice but I could not sing
You would wind me down
I struggled on the ground
So lost, the line had been crossed
Had a voice, had a voice but I could not talk
You held me down
I struggle to fly now

But there’s a scream inside that we all try to hide
We hold on so tight, we cannot deny
Eats us alive, oh it eats us alive
Yes, there’s a scream inside that we all try to hide
We hold on so tight, but I don’t wanna die, no
I don’t wanna die, I don’t wanna die

And I don’t care if I sing off key
I find myself in my melodies
I sing for love, I sing for me
I shout it out like a bird set free
No I don’t care if I sing off key
I find myself in my melodies
I sing for love, I sing for me
I’ll shout it out like a bird set free
I’ll shout it out like a bird set free
I’ll shout it out like a bird set free

Now I fly, hit the high notes
I have a voice, have a voice, hear me roar tonight
You held me down
But I fought back loud

But there’s a scream inside that we all try to hide
We hold on so tight, we cannot deny
Eats us alive, oh it eats us alive
Yes, there’s a scream inside that we all try to hide
We hold on so tight, but I don’t wanna die, no
I don’t wanna die, I don’t wanna die

And I don’t care if I sing off key
I find myself in my melodies
I sing for love, I sing for me
I shout it out like a bird set free
No I don’t care if I sing off key
I find myself in my melodies
I sing for love, I sing for me
I’ll shout it out like a bird set free
I’ll shout it out like a bird set free
I’ll shout it out like a bird set free
I’ll shout it out like a bird set free
I’ll shout it out like a bird set free
I’ll shout it out like a bird set free

I'll shout it out like a bird set free 2I'll shout it out like a bird set free 3I'll shout it out like a bird set free 4I'll shout it out like a bird set free

Credits:

  • Mesh head – CATWA Head Tala Bento V 2.16 – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applier – Essences Petra/ Pale 01 (@ Kustom9) – by Inka Mexicola
  • Face makeup – [CX] Bakemono Face Set (@ Kagami Event) – by Kamayari
  • Eyes – CATWA Realistic Mesh Eyes – by Catwa Clip
  • Hair – *ARGRACE* Ibuki V1.1/ Blacks – by Rika Oyen
  • Outfit – [CX] Sinister Summer Set/ Gold-Silver (@ The Epiphany) – by Kamayari
  • Poses – Exposeur Burlesque Cage – by RubyStarlight Writer

月に代わって、お仕置きよ! (In the name of the Moon, I’ll punish you!)

かなしみが いま セーラースマイル
奇跡をおこすの セーラーウィング
だれだって かがやく星を持つ
まけない!あしたへ セーラーエール
ゼッタイ!つかまえる! セーラースター
このちかい とどけ 銀河まで
 
あなたが 消えたそのときから
さがしつづける旅がはじまった
黄ばんだ地図には ステンシルの天使の絵
指さす 先はダークなコロセウムがまってる
ふるえる ムネには あの日のヒミツのキス
どんなにつらい 宿命でも 追いつづけるから
 
後悔はしない セーラーアイズ
あなたについてく セーラーウィンド
この歌は 星の道しるべ
まけない!あしたへ セーラーエール
ゼッタイ!みつけるよ! セーラースター
天使の羽で とびたつの
 
ひとりで走る 見知らぬ道
やっとたどりついた この砦に
フラスコの底 あなたがのこしていった
試練の星のひとかけら さあ 呪文をとなえよう
これは2人の ミラクルな 宿命
過去も未来も とびこえて 追いついてみせる
 
苦しさが いま セーラーアイズ
奇跡をおこすの セーラーウィング
だれだって 運命の星を持つ
まけない!あしたへ セーラーエール
ゼッタイ!つかまえる! セーラースター
このちかい とどけ 銀河まで
 
後悔はしない セーラーアイズ
あなたについてく セーラーウィンド
この歌は 星の道しるべ
まけない!あしたへ セーラーエール
ゼッタイ!みつけるよ! セーラースター

天使の羽で とびたつの.

Now is the sorrow, sailor smile
Raise a miracle, sailor wings
Everybody possesses a shining star inside
Don’t give up! For tomorrow! Sailor yell
Absolutely! Take hold! Sailor star
This promise will carry us to the limits of the galaxy
 
From that time you vanished
The search continued, my journey began
On the fraying map was the stencil of an angel
Ever pointing at a dark coliseum as if beckoning me forth
My heart quivered with that secret kiss on that day
No matter how difficult my fate seems
I’ll continue to follow you
 
No regrets, sailor eyes
I’ll be by your side, sailor wind
This song is the guidepost of stars
Don’t give up! For tomorrow, sailor yell
Absolutely! I’ll discover it! Sailor star
As we take off on the wings of an angel
 
Running alone on this unfamiliar path
At long last, I reached this sanctuary
There was that fresco you bequeathed to me
A fragment of the trial of the stars, come, let’s chant a magic spell
This miracle destiny belongs to us
I’ll leave behind the future and days gone by to meet with you again
 
The present will be harsh, sailor eyes
Raise a miracle, sailor wings
Each person holds a star of destiny
Don’t give up! For tomorrow, sailor yell
Absolutely! Hold on! Sailor star
This promise will carry us to the limits of the galaxy
 
No regrets, sailor eyes
I’ll be by your side, sailor wind
This song is the guidepost of stars
Don’t give up! For tomorrow, sailor yell
Absolutely! I’ll discover it! Sailor star

As we take off on the wings of an angel

n the name of the Moon, I'll punish you 2n the name of the Moon, I'll punish you 3n the name of the Moon, I'll punish you

Credits:

諦めないで!(Never give up!)

I’ve battled demons that won’t let me sleep
Called to the sea but she abandoned me

But I won’t never give up, no, never give up, no, no
No, I won’t never give up, no, never give up, no, no

And I won’t let you get me down
I’ll keep gettin’ up when I hit the ground
Oh, never give up, no, never give up no, no, oh
I won’t let you get me down
I’ll keep gettin’ up when I hit the ground
Oh, never give up, no, never give up no, no, oh

I’ll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I’ll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I’ll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I’ll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh

Oh yeah, I’m haunted by the distant past
Called to the skies but she was she overcast

But I won’t never give up, no, never give up, no, no
No, I won’t never give up, no, never give up, no, no

And I won’t let you get me down
I’ll keep gettin’ up when I hit the ground
Oh, never give up, no, never give up no, no, oh
I won’t let you get me down
I’ll keep gettin’ up when I hit the ground
Oh, never give up, no, never give up no, no, oh

I’ll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I’ll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I’ll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I’ll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh

Never give up, never give up
Never give up, never give up
No, no, oh

And I won’t let you get me down
I’ll keep gettin’ up when I hit the ground
Oh, never give up, no, never give up no, no, oh
I won’t let you get me down
I’ll keep gettin’ up when I hit the ground
Oh, never give up, no, never give up no, no, oh

I’ll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I’ll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I’ll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I’ll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh

Never give upNever give up 4Never give up 3Never give up 2

Credits:

  • Mesh head – CATWA Head Tala Bento V 2.16 (new release) – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applier – [theSkinnery] Soojin/ Honey – by Umazuma Metaluna
  • Make-up – [CX] Hinotori Make-up Set – by Kamayari
  • Brows applier – [CX] Oiran Eyebrows – by Kamayari
  • Lashes applier – [CX] Hikari Eyelashes – by Kamayari
  • Eyes – CATWA Realistic Mesh Eyes – by Catwa Clip
  • Hair – CATWA Princess Hair/ A – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh nails – [CX] Cerberus’ Diseased Claws/ Meduim – by Kamayari
  • Headdress – [CX] Hinotori Kanzashi/ Red (upcoming 1st July @ Japonica Event) – by Kamayari
  • Outfit – [CX] Sultry Kunoichi/ Red/Silver – by Kamayari
  • Tea house – Oriental Orchid/ Oriental Tea House – by EuphoricEric Hendes
  • Mesh table – Anachron Zataku Table/ Black Lacquer (@ Genre Event) – by Nix Marabana
  • Sake and tea setsfrom Anachron Japanese Tea Set/ Good Fortune – by Nix Marabana
  • Poses – Tuty’s New Bond Girl/ Bento Still Poses – by Tutys

 

So long…

You’re talking to your mirror more than you talk to your mother
You’re playing with your phone like we don’t know each other
A stranger walking by wouldn’t know that we was lovers
I gotta say this now ’cause I know that we in trouble

You used to spend the days lying in the sunlight
Now you wanna be the girl in the nightlife
What ever happened to the kids and the good times?
We running out of time

So long, so long
I got to be moving on
I’ll miss you but I cannot
Wait for you to catch on
So long, so long
It hurts ’cause our love is strong
You can’t give me what I want
So I got to say so long

You used to wear my ring but now you leave it on the dresser
You could’ve been my queen I would’ve given every treasure
You don’t understand we could’ve seen the world together
It’s so sad, it’s so sad

You used to spend the days lying in the sunlight
Now you wanna be the girl in the nightlife
What ever happened to the kids and the good times?
We running out of time

So long, so long
I got to be moving on
I’ll miss you but I cannot
Wait for you to catch on
So long, so long
It hurts ’cause our love is strong
You can’t give me what I want
So I got to say so long

So long, so long
I ain’t about to wait on nobody
So long, so long
Should’ve took the chance when you had it
I’ll be moving on
Girl, you had me waiting for too long
I tried to stay and find a way
Now you got me saying so long

So long, so long (so long)
I got to be moving on (so long)
I’ll miss you but I cannot
Wait for you to catch on
So long, so long
It hurts ’cause our love is strong
You can’t give me what I want
So I got to say so long
So long, so long
I got to be moving on
I’ll miss you but I cannot
Wait for you to catch on
So long (so long), so long (so long)
It hurts ’cause our love is strong
You can’t give me what I want
So I got to say so long

So long 2So long 3So longSo long 4

Credits:

Baby you got the keys, now shut up and drive

I’ve been looking for a driver who is qualified
So if you think that you’re the one step into my ride
I’m a fine-tuned supersonic speed machine
Got a sunroof top and a gangster lead

So if you feel it, let me know, know, know
Come on now, what you waiting for, for, for
My engine’s ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go

Get you where you wanna go, if you know what I mean
Got a ride that’s smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves, can you run all the lights
If you can, baby boy, then we can go all night

‘Cause it’s 0 to 60 in 3.5
Baby, you got the keys
Now shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive

I got class like a ’57 Cadillac
And overdrive with a whole lot of boom in the back
You look like you can handle what’s under my hood
You keep saying that you will, boy, I wish you would

So if you feel it, let me know, know, know
Come on now, what you waiting for, for, for
My engine’s ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go

Get you where you wanna go, if you know what I mean
Got a ride that’s smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves, can you run all the lights
If you can, baby boy, then we can go all night

‘Cause it’s 0 to 60 in 3.5
Baby, you got the keys
Now shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive

‘Cause your Maybach ain’t got what I got
Get it, get it, don’t stop, it’s a sure shot
Ain’t a Ferrari, huh, boy, I’m sorry
I ain’t even worried, so step inside
And ride, ride, ride

So if you feel me, let me know, know, know
Come on now, what you waiting for, for, for?
My engine’s ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go

Get you where you wanna go, if you know what I mean
Got a ride that’s smoother than a limousine
Can you handle the curves, can you run all the lights
If you can, baby boy, then we can go all night

‘Cause it’s 0 to 60 in 3.5
Baby, you got the keys
Now shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive
Shut up and drive, drive, drive

Baby you got the keys, now shut up and driveBaby you got the keys, now shut up and drive 3Baby you got the keys, now shut up and drive 2Baby you got the keys, now shut up and drive 4

Credits:

There is something in my head

There is something in my headThere is something in my head 3There is something in my head 2There is something in my head 4

Credits:

  • Mesh head – LeLutka Simone Bento V 2.7 – by JadenArt
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applier – .:Soul:. Fala/ Gen2/ H2 Albino – by Lerochelle Destiny
  • Lipstick – Zibska Tatum (@ Uber) – by Zib Scaggs
  • Eyeshadows – Zibska Gavina (@ Uber) – by Zib Scaggs
  • Hair – Zibska Hyperion – by Zib Scaggs
  • Mesh nails – [CX] Biomech Claws (limited GG) – by Kamayari
  • Arm bands – [CX] Fighter’s Mark/ Black (upcoming 5th June @ TMD) – by Kamayari
  • Antennae – .:Soul:. Antennae/ Peenie/ Uni (V.I.P. Group Discount) – by Lerochelle Destiny
  • Jewelry – Zibska Asami (@ Shiny Shabby) – by Zib Scaggs
  • Dress – [Marquesse] Milagros – by Marquesse Team
  • Feet studs – *Merlific*xPaper Doll’s Purgatory Stud (upcoming 28th May @ Suicide DollZ) – by Merl2010
  • Mesh scenery – FOXCITY Photo Booth/ Neon City Vol2/ BW (@ Limit8) – by Satomi Masukami
  • Poses – Tuty’s Fashion Lookbook – by Tutys

Oh my moth

Oh my mothOh my moth 4Oh my moth 2Oh my moth 3

Credits:

  • Mesh head – CATWA Head Catya Bento V 2.16 – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.1 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applier – *Birth* Willow Skin/ Tone 01 – by Silent Alchemi
  • Body blood applier – Izzie’s Face & Body Blood & Wounds – by Izzie Button
  • Eyes – CATWA Realistic Mesh Eyes – by Catwa Clip
  • Eyes applier – .:Soul:. Nebula Eyes/ Ochre – by Lerochelle Destiny
  • Eyeshadows – *Birth* Glam Makeup Set3 – by Silent Alchemi
  • Lipstick – Zibska Vette (for Powder Pack May 2017) – by Zib Scaggs
  • Blush – Zibska Sarika (for Powder Pack May 2017) – by Zib Scaggs
  • Antennae – .:Soul:. Antennae/ Moth – by Lerochelle Destiny
  • Back spine – [CX] Chine’s Contraint (@ N21) – by Kamayari
  • Spacesuits – Anachron Spacecuit (used Mars and Terra) (@ Genre Event) – by Nix Marabana
  • Skeleton – CURELESS [+] Skeletal System /Pure – by Kaorinette
  • Mesh scenery – LINUS Humphreys/ Grunge Room/ The Toilets – by Linus Humphreys
  • Poses – ROQUAI Wicked series – by ROQUAI

Donne-moi un coeur plus grand qu’avant

Pour te dire les mots que tu espères
Ces mots de velours qui vont te plaire
Pour devenir celle que tu attends
J’ai mis du temps, j’ai mis du temps
Pour revoir le monde un peu plus beau
Prendre chaque jour comme un cadeau
Pour trouver l’envie tout comme avant
J’ai mis du temps, j’ai mis du temps

{Refrain:}
Et la vie fait tout ce qu’elle veut
Le pire, le mieux, le pire et le mieux
Oui la vie fait tout ce qu’elle veut
Le gris, le bleu, le gris et le bleu

Pour me dire que le mal est passé
Que les douleurs d’hier sont oubliées
Pour te donner ce que j’ai de plus grand
J’ai mis du temps, j’ai mis du temps

{au Refrain}

Sauve-moi de mon hiver
Donne-moi un coeur plus grand qu’avant
Un coeur plus grand qu’avant

La vie fait tout ce qu’elle veut,
Tout ce qu’elle veut

{ad lib}

Donne-moi un coeurDonne-moi un coeur 3Donne-moi un coeur 4Donne-moi un coeur 5Donne-moi un coeur 6Donne-moi un coeur 2

Credits:

LADYBLANCE

MrBlance

  • Mesh head – CATWA Head Stanley Bento V 2.14 (new) (upcoming 15th May @ ULTRA) – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh body – [SIGNATURE] Gianni V 3.5 – by Raph Dirval
  • Skin applier – [theSkinnery] Tobias/ Tone 07 (@ TMD) – by Umazuma Metaluna
  • Eyes – CATWA Realistic Mesh Eyes – by Catwa Clip
  • Hair – Dura/ Boy 72/ Dark Brown – by Chiaki Xue
  • Outfit – EC Purple Rain Trench – by JieJie Emerald
  • Pose (pic 2) – [CX] Memories – by Kamayari
  • Pose (pic 3) – [La Baguette] Couple Bento Pose 4 – by Aristas
  • Pose (pic 4) – [La Baguette] Couple Bento Pose 2 – by Aristas
  • Pose (pic 5,6) – {.:exposeur:.} Almost Lover – by RubyStarlight Writer

 

Vitam regit fortuna, non sapientia (Fortune, not wisdom, rules lives)*

*by Cicero

[Latin]

O Fortuna
velut luna
statu variabilis,
semper crescis
aut decrescis;
vita detestabilis
nunc obdurat
et tunc curat
ludo mentis aciem,
egestatem,
potestatem
dissolvit ut glaciem.

Sors immanis
et inanis,
rota tu volubilis,
status malus,
vana salus
semper dissolubilis,
obumbrata
et velata
mihi quoque niteris;
nunc per ludum
dorsum nudum
fero tui sceleris.

Sors salutis
et virtutis
michi nunc contraria,
est affectus
et defectus
semper in angaria.
Hac in hora
sine mora
corde pulsum tangite;
quod per sortem
sternit fortem,
mecum omnes plangite!

[English]

O Fortune,
just as the moon
Stands constantly changing,
always increasing
or decreasing;
Detestable life
now difficult
and then easy
Deceptive sharp mind;
poverty
power
it melts them like ice.

Fate-monstrous
and empty,
you whirling wheel,
stand malevolent,
well-being is vain
and always fades to nothing,
shadowed
and veiled
you plague me too;
now through the game,
my bare back
I bring to your villainy.

Fate, in health
and in virtue,
is now against me
driven on
and weighted down,
always enslaved.
So at this hour
without delay
pluck the vibrating string;
since through Fate
strikes down the strong,
everyone weep with me!

Vitam regit fortuna, non sapientiaVitam regit fortuna, non sapientia 4Vitam regit fortuna, non sapientia 3Vitam regit fortuna, non sapientia 2

Credits:

  • Mesh head – [AK] Asya Bento Mesh Head V 2.6 – by KaoZ Koba
  • Mesh body – Belleza Venus V4 – by Tricky Boucher
  • Mesh hands – Vista Animations Bento Prohands Female V 2.0 Final – by Vista Barnes
  • Skin applier – Le Forme Fei/ Summer (@ Tres Chic) – by Louise Marsault
  • Eyeshadows and mask – ::SG:: Cage – by SlackGirl
  • Lips bloodfrom [AK]  Eretica Bento Mesh Head V 1.5 – by KaoZ Koba
  • Mouth piercing – [CX] Spiked Drill/ Black (upcoming 5th May @ TMD) – by Kamayari
  • Necklace with blood applier – [CX] Heretic’s Toy (@ Memento Mori) – by Kamayari
  • Eyes – IKON Deadshine Eyes/ Demonic – by Ikon Innovia
  • Hair – ~Tableau Vivant~  Down Blow/ Black & Whites – by M4ri1yn Magic
  • OutfitAnaSTyle  Marika (@ The Avenue) – by by Anastacia Azalee
  • Nails applier – {ZOZ} Ankh Tips Polish (@ The Dark Style Fair) – by Zozicon
  • Pose (pic 1)[evoLove] Kiss The Rain – by Evoloveposes
  • Poses (pics 2,4)from ~Tableau Vivant~  Flip Blow/ Down Blow – by M4ri1yn Magic
  • Pose (pic 3)Poseidon Poses 2B Sword Girl Complete 13 – 18 – by Gryphon Vendetta

Will you still love me when I got nothing but my aching soul?

I’ve seen the world
Done it all
Had my cake now
Diamonds, brilliant
And Bel Air now
Hot summer nights, mid July
When you and I were forever wild
The crazy days, city lights
The way you’d play with me like a child

[Chorus]
Will you still love me
When I’m no longer young and beautiful?
Will you still love me
When I got nothing but my aching soul?
I know you will, I know you will
I know that you will
Will you still love me when I’m no longer beautiful?

[Verse 2]
I’ve seen the world, lit it up
As my stage now
Channeling angels in the new age now
Hot summer days, rock ‘n’ roll
The way you play for me at your show
And all the ways I got to know
Your pretty face and electric soul

[Chorus]
Will you still love me
When I’m no longer young and beautiful?
Will you still love me
When I got nothing but my aching soul?
I know you will, I know you will
I know that you will
Will you still love me when I’m no longer beautiful?

[Bridge]
Dear lord, when I get to heaven
Please let me bring my man
When he comes tell me that you’ll let him in
Father tell me if you can
Oh that grace, oh that body
Oh that face makes me wanna party
He’s my sun, he makes me shine like diamonds

[Chorus]
Will you still love me
When I’m no longer young and beautiful?
Will you still love me
When I got nothing but my aching soul?
I know you will, I know you will
I know that you will
Will you still love me when I’m no longer beautiful?
Will you still love me when I’m no longer beautiful?
Will you still love me when I’m not young and beautiful?

Will you still love me when I got nothing but my aching soulWill you still love me when I got nothing but my aching soul 3Will you still love me when I got nothing but my aching soul 2Will you still love me when I got nothing but my aching soul 4

Credits:

Welcome to the Underworld

Welcome to the UnderworldWelcome to the Underworld 3Welcome to the Underworld 4Welcome to the Underworld 2

Credits:

Break me shake me hate me

I never thought I’d change my
opinion again
But you moved me in a way that I’ve
never known
You moved me in a way that I’ve
never known
But straight away you just moved
into position again
You abused me in a way that I’ve
never known
You abused me in a way that I’ve
never known

[chorus:]
So break me shake me hate me
take me over
When the madness stops then you
will be alone
Just break me shake me hate me
take me over
When the madness stops then you
will be alone

So you’re the kind who deals with the
games in the mind
Well you confuse me in a way that
I’ve never known
You confuse me in a way that I’ve
never known

[chorus]

She says, “I can help you, but what
do you say?”
But it’s not free baby, you’ll have
to pay
You just keep me contemplating, that
your soul is slowly fading

God don’t you know that I live with a ton
of regret?
‘Cause I used to move you in a way that
you’ve never known
But then I accused you in a way that
you’ve never known
But you hurt me in a way that I’ve
never known…

Break me shake me hate me take
me over
When the madness stops then you
will be alone
So won’t you break me shake me
hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you
will be alone

Listen, baby
You’ll be, you’ll be alone

Break me shake me hate me take
me make me
Fake me break me shake me hate
me take me
Break me

Break me shake me hate me 4Break me shake me hate meBreak me shake me hate me 3Break me shake me hate me 2

Credits:

  • Mesh head – CATWA Head Catya Bento V 2.14 – by Catwa Clip
  • Mesh body – Maitreya Lara V 4.0 – by Onyx LeShelle
  • Skin applier, lipstick and shape – [theSkinnery] Lily/ Honey (upcoming 15th April @
    Bloom:Springtime Market & Gacha Grove) – by Umazuma Metaluna
  • Eyes – CATWA Realistic Mesh Eyes – by Catwa Clip
  • Eyes applier (pic 2 from left to right) – .:Soul:.  Deep Space Cat Eyes/ Roiling – Deep Space Cat Eyes/ Requiem (@ Rotten Egg Hunt) (You will look for a purple egg with green goo on it) – by Lerochelle Destiny
  • Eyes applier (pic 4 from left to right) – .:Soul:. Space Cat Eyes/ Tropical – Deep Space Cat Eyes/ Rotten Eggs (@ Rotten Egg Hunt) (You will look for a purple egg with green goo on it) – by Lerochelle Destiny
  • Hair – ::Exile:: Sugar and Spice (undercut)/ Blondes – by Kavar Cleanslate
  • Outfit – [CX] Luceat Arachne (upcoming 15th April @ The Epiphany) – by Kamayari
  • Poses – Poseidon Poses 2B Sword Girl Complete 13 – 18 – by Gryphon Vendetta